~ this is a platform for me to flex my mind... ~

visit me.

2005-10-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna abandon this place for a while.

feel free to check my other site out!

see yah there!

Stop. Look. Listen. Shameless Plugs.

2005-10-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

got this from my inbox.

^clicky^

so if you have time this Wednesday, feel free to drop by at Big Sky. i think this is another exhibit from my Friend-ster Cos Zicarelli. the Italian wonder! hahaha! cute yun promise! tanong nyo pa kay Carla. :)

if i have time i'll drop by. i hope there are free drinks! ai!

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i'm still inviting you guys for tomorrow! that is if you wanna see me embarass myself! hahaha! see yah at 3 at SM Manila Atrium located at the Upper Ground beside Seattle's Best.

TUGTUGAN NAAAAAA!

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just saw Jaime Rivera's new music video. hahaha! i was shocked when i saw B (a.k.a. Beau Canlas) in it. he sure is getting there! slowly but surely! Change the face of Filipino TV, Beau! hahaha! and i love the hair! Ghetto! hahaha!

i sure miss this guy! yabang na! :) i keed!

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kuys joel texted me yesterday, 18th issue's in SM San Lazaro daw. sayang, i missed it... NA NAMAN! hay naku. next time.

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BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER... ai ai ai!

wahahaha! sorry for stealing your pic honey! i agree! CONCIETED talaga! hahahaha!
MISS YOU CHA! let's jam soon!

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i have an LJ account na!!!
visit me at:

http://livejournal.com/users/bachelor_gurl

Ad Clash.

2005-10-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

OI!

if you guys are free this sunday, the third year MassComm students of Adamson University will be having their very first Advertising Clash that will be held at the SM Manila atrium (in front of Seattle's Best) at around 3 in the afternoon. witness the battle of the ad's and join the clash! (taray! haha!)
it's free, and there will be several performances, INCLUDING ONE FROM ME!

oh yes! i'm gonna perform with my sister Busie and our friend Viven (promise POGI yun! haha!) if you're not doing anything, feel free to watch me! haha! if you're my friend, you'll be there then. (haha! parang compulsory!) support me, kasi i feel like i'm going to miss my cue or something! i'm all freaked out! my first time to perform in public! as in PUBLIC! aiiiii! super goodluck talaga! hayyyyy!

so, if you're free and you LOVE me, you'll be there in the front row!
i keed...

i need my Streps!

whatthefuck?

2005-10-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

what the fuck was Uma doin' kissing Sam?!!! and what's with all the flirting going on?

does it mean Sam's also a... Oh no!

i really totally truly have the disease!!!

uh-oh.

i'm itching to watch a play!

2005-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

i've been checking the scheds... the next REP play...

EMPEROR's NEW CLOTHES!!! aiii!
i really really wanna watch...

here's the sched...

i checked it out already! for those who will accompany me! hahaha! (carrrrrrrrrrlaaaaa!)
the play runs every fridays, saturdays and sundays except from the 26th and 27th. COOOOOL! and most of it will be matinee shows which is even cooler. especially for those who are living somewhere as farrrrr as marikina! hahahaha! (parinig na naman to carla!)

i'm sorry guys if i keep blabbing about this! try to understand that i really need this right now! siyet!
i'm just on my artsy-fartsy-i-wanna-be-a-theater-fan mode. i don't know why. uuuuy, kunwari pa ko! basta, anyone who wants to join me, please tell me!!! i really want to watch!

i guess the best time would be the final show. the 30th. cause that's usually the best performance. as they say, SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST!" (huh?!)

text me or leave a message for me aight?!

tickets are P300 P250 P200

and Topper's gonna be part of the ensemble. i'm more excited than ever.

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and there's this other play that'll be held at the Cultural Center of the Philippines. it will run for the whole of October as well!

it's called "Ang Pokpok ng Ohio"

seems like a good one. it's a story about a 70 year old lolo who hires a prostitute as a birthday gift for himself. but unfortunately, he doesn't "rise" for the occasion. harhar! talkin' bout bad timing!

here's the sched:

tickets are P300 P200

gusto ko rin. kaya lang, wala si Topper dito. rraaaaawwwwrrr!

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i also wanna wanna wanna catch this one...

YESSS! Topper's going to be a part of this as well! he's playing the role of Hugo. Rose's young lover!

this one will run from Nov.4 - Dec. 3, 2005 every 8:00 on Republic of Malate.

this i wanna watch!

Topper Topper Topper... i think he hates me... but what the hell... hahaha!

we made it!

2005-09-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

yahoooooo!!!

1.2

not bad huh?!

after all the hardwork, patience, and a whole lot of money spent, finally, it's all over! and we made it! i'm so happy! finally, the nightmare is all over. i'm glad that the panelists didn't give us a hard time. they were actually very generous that it surprised us! basta, words can't express the feeling of relief that it's all ovah! yeserie!

but most of the credit must go to my friends and thesis buddies, BELLE and CHINGKS! without them this research wouldn't be possible! i love you guys so much, and sorry for giving you a hard time while making this thesis! you guys deserve the 1.2 more than anyone in the group! i'm proud of you! i'm proud of our group! :)

after our defense, the gang decided to celebrate and treat ourselves for the job well done. i, together with my buddies (the call center agents! hahaha!) myla, meng, sarie, lawrence, joi, kaye and markie went straight to malate and got pissed drunk! (which is great 'cause i can't remember the last time i got drunk! harhar!) it was fun, but i have to leave early 'cause my mom texted me that she's having this somewhat instinct that something bad's going to happen and told me to go home as early as i can. bummer! i left at around nine-ish. aga no? bad trip. hahaha! but it's better to be safe than sorry naman! :)

markie accompany me to the stop as i fought the dizziness. fortunately, i came home safe and sound!

i think the gang stayed 'till 1. hay, i missed all the fun. next time, next time...

drama queen.

2005-09-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

yes.

that's what you can call me from now on.

too much drama in life. and i'm the queen of it.

aiii, it was probably my non stop "summit books" marathon! i just love those books! i lurve them! super duper!!! i like DRAMA QUEEN the most! i've read it for about 1047542348569562386586934495746 times but i never get tired of reading and getting kilig! aiii!

everything about this book is superb!!! the excellent writing, the characters, the settings, EVERYTHING!!! i can continue blabbing about this book's STELLAR-ity (?!! is there such a word? hahahaha!) but this space wouldn't be enough! ai! hail ABI AQUINO! you are a great author! sooooooper!

the other summit books are also worth reading... go get all of it now!!!

and when i say all of it, i mean, all of it!!! basta! next to drama queen, VINCE's LIFE and ALMOST MARRIED... winner!

this is the newest, but i haven't read it yet. probably next week. masaya told me it was just about tips and that sort of things in dating. more like different stories from break ups and such. basta, i'd still read it.

i'm in the mood tuloy to write a fic of my own. i'm gonna start with it na as soon as i will stop thinking about my "punyetang" thesis.

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my friendster profile is even more special nowadays! hahaha! i just put MCR's vid (ghost of you) in it! hardiharhar! i love gerry's new haircut! he's uber cute!
check it out!

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tomorrow's my oral defense!!! i'm scared to death! i hope we'll get through with it in flying colors! i just wish!!! we're rooting for a flat one! i hope we're not being too ambitious!!! AJA!

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i'm so jacked!!! i'm too in love with you Tupe! darn!

GAYLOVIN' DISEASE...

2005-09-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

hey peeps! what's up?! i know i haven't been updating this blogsite religiously like before... blame the never ending circus of school work. hay naku! at last our oral defense wil be due on Wednesday. as usual mixed emotions... i'm pretty nervous but i'm also excited that this thesis shit will finally come to an end... hopefully a blessed and blissful one. i hope we'll make it. i'm sure we'll make it. GO THESIS MATES! hahaha! labyu!

so far, besides thesis, other school works are getting on my way. hahaha. dorm, as usual sucks to high heavens. it's so boring! rather uber boring! boring to the nth power! good thing i have cool housemates. hahaha. walang kupas ang kwentuhan gabi gabi.

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anywho, i got the chance to catch Taming of the Shrew last Sunday at Onstage. it's been a while since i had a great time. and that was the time. the play was fun! although technicality wise, the production of Oh Romeo! (the one with Pinky Amador) was so much better. considering the lighting and all the props, it's much better. but humor-wise, Taming is better. i'm so in love with the whole production. it's an all male cast, of all things! ha! iba talaga pag Repertory! galing!

it's good to see Joel Trinidad in action. i mean i'm totally aware of his existence in the theatre world, but i haven't had the chance to see him perform yet, not until Taming. super galing! before i used bump on him lang sa Greenbelt or just see him on tv ads, video ni Bituin Escalante... and he's super nice and humble at that. cool talaga. daming cutie sa cast. but the highlight of the whole show (at least for me) was Topper Fabregas. he was the one playing Bianca, the sister of the Shrew. he's super funny and super talented. it was just love at first sight for me! hahahaha! galing eh. after the play i promised myself to have a picture taken with him. arrr. hahahaha. i don't care bout the other cast members (including the cutieliscious Micah Munoz the curly chippy guy) who passes by the lobby. all i want is BIANCA! hahaha! topper was the last one to go out. i was so ecstatic. kilig to the bones. he's even cuter upfront. aiiii! we had our picture taken! what a joy!

and since then, i just fell. ai! drama! basta i lab him so mats! he's been haunting me! SERYOSO! kagwapo gyud! i lab the TOPPER!

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i'm not that well lately. i think i'm infected by the i'm-in-love-with-a-chardon-disease. it seems that i've been attracted to gay men lately! as in! SERYOSO! including TOPPER. i just found out that he's actually a homo. but no offensement ha. walang kaso sakin yun. it's just that i find it wierd. as in lahat ng crush ko ngayon di sinasadya eh mga badinger-z's. what's wrong with me?! ewan ko lang din. basta alam ko i appreciate them. i lab them!

i just finished reading Topper's blog. i'm so moved by his entries. he's so witty, talented, hard-working and not to mention, CUTE! i know i've been blabbing alot about Topper. i just can't help it! even my friends can't contain the Topper virus that i caught. everyday, i've been talking bout nothing but Topper! i'm just a confessed Topper addict! i'm crazed! i'm not well! i'm in lab!!! awwww! hahahaha! i hope he'll never get the chance to read this crap. natatakot akong mapagtawanan nya! hahaha! i promised myself to catch more of his plays soon. i think he's also part of the other Rep Productions this year. Emperor's New Clothes is one of it.

wanna see it with me? let's watch it! sige na! samahan nyo ko! panoorin natin si Topper! hahaha! adik!!!

ok, nuff of this...

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Pinoy Big Brother is getting more and more exciting! hahaha! i think JB's going to be evicted later. actually i wish. Sam is actually my new prospect. hahaha. Uma is just getting a little... boring! and he's turning GAY-er and GAY-er each day! hahaha. but i love him still! whut?!

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i'm not well, me and busie had a heated argument. i'm totally pissed off. we've never had such fights but i just had it. i'm gonna talk to her later. i just hate it when i'm having quarrels with my sisters. it just sucks! i hope we'll get over this later. i hope...

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i've been missing a lot in life. i miss my friends, i miss attending gigs, i miss my mom, i miss my elementary buddies especially dionese, i miss reading Summit books (although i've read Drama Queen and Vince Life this week), i miss going out, i miss singing, i miss Illie, i miss my lola, i miss lot more things... bummer!

and yeah, I MISS CARLA! totally miss! i just miss hanging out with her. she's gonna graduate soon and we might not see each other often as before it's starting to struck me! hay. sorry for forgeting and neglecting a lot of things mare. i love you. i hope we can hang out soon. why not consider watcching the play with me? ha! ha! i'm sure you'll enjoy! amishu!

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i can go on and on, but the list won't end. eventhough it's not New Year yet, i already want to make a list of my resolutions. i want to be a better person from now on. but it's hard. i'm not sure where to start. hay buhay. i want this whole drama to end! i wish i have the whole lifetime to change all the wrong i've done. actually i wish i can change overnight, which would be humourously impossible. but i wanna try. 'cause i'm determined, i really wanna change, for the better.

wish me luck! :)

shet! i'm in love with this guy!

2005-09-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

kaya lang, POTA!

di pwede!!!

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!

bakit si RICOOOOO???

2005-09-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

bakit ba kasi si rico ang na-evict? di ata makatarungan! hahhahaha! super addicted na ko sa big brother! taena! kahit di ko napapanood kasi walang tv sa dorm, walang puknat naman ang updates ko from my friendly friends! kaya, di ako nahuhuli! hahahaha! pero bakit si rico pa? haaaaaaaaaaaaaay! buti na lang safe na si franz. lab ko rin kasi yun! basta back off lang sila kay UMA! nakuuuuu! pag sya na ang tinanggal, lagot na!!!

basta, nalungkot ako, kung kelan nakakrasan ko na si rico baby, saka pa to nangyari!!! grrrrrrr talaga!
pero, ok na rin siguro yun. at least may chance na masalubong ko lang si rico one of t hese days!!! diba? hehehehe...

CALIENTEEEEEEEE!!! sayang!

anywho...

i'm still in lurve with UMA KHOUNY! he's the shiet! kahit na gano pa sya kagago at kabading! mahal ko sya! yun na yun!

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i haven't updated my blog last week. dami pa naman happenings, pero sa super dami ng ginagawa sa thesis, wala na rin akong panahon mag online! at ang mail ko! shiet! nag uumapaw na sa dami! sana, magawan ko ng paraan! sasabog na yung inbox ko! hahahaha!

anyway, ito na lang...

happy birthday ni chingks last 30th of august (kasabay ni mudra! :) )

wala lang!

si henrey (a.k.a. tenten) ang poging bading! aiii!

---> ang pinakamasarap gawin sa araw araw! C2 rulezzz! hahahaha!

tae! ang dami ko pang gusto ishare na pics. check mo na lang sa http://zshali.multiply.com
nandun lang yun! okie?

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ang hirap pa rin ng love life ko! taena! pero ok na yun! makita at makasama ko lang sya, masaya na rin naman ako eh. haaaaaaaaaaaay. OO!

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ito na muna. tamad na ko! i'll try to update more tomorrow!

nytie!

Lover Among Ruins.

2005-08-28T14:21:00.000+08:00

i had a hectic week! but all in all i had SO MUCH FUN!

besides killing myself with thesis, i'm havin' a great time being a part of the AUMACOMMS office! i'm so glad finding cool new peeps to hang out with! basta, super saya ng vibes sa office kahit may mumu! hahahaha!

last monday and friday was spent still preparing for the General Assembly. hay. pagod talaga. pero at the end of the day, pag sabay sabay na kami umuwi, wala na yung pagod, hirit pa lang ng jokes, ayos na!

last monday, nag away kami ni jay. grrrrr. badtrip kasi sya. of all people, i don't expect na makakatampuhan ko sya kasi iba yung vibe ko sa kanya. magaan ang loob ko. kaya nagulat ako nung nagkalabuan kami. pero ok na. buti naman. hehe...

we had a succesful G.A. last Wednesday. ano pa nga ba! ngarag sa umpisa pero it all paid off right after. i was so friggin nervous to perform in front of a huge crowd. it was my first time and i'm proud to say that i hit it off well naman. congratulations to me! hahahahaha!

me, emman and busie performing
(i sang AKAP and SUNTOK SA BUWAN)

performance level! hahahahaha! eeeeew.

i love my outfit that day. i never really prepared for it, but i'm glad it turned out ok naman.

a simple white shirt and a very nice green skirt! ai! thanks pacheee! (sponsor! hahahaha!)and not to mention my green flip flops! aiii! hahahahaha!

at syempre mag camwhore naman muna tayo! too bad the batt died on me na naman! BITIN! oh well, at least! hahahaha!

i love them. PERIOD! hahahaha!

pose talaga! hahaha! laughtrip ako! LANDI!

me with meng and myla aka meagan young! hahahaha! FLOWER POWER! hahahaha!

me and percy! hahaha! laughtrip ang gagoooo!

hay. super fun. kapagod nga lang.
sana next activity ng org, kasama pa rin ako! ai! senti! TAE!

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visit the AUMACOMMS webby! la lang! hahahaha!

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grrrrr. haven't been updated myself with the latest. anywho, i love watching Pinoy Big Brother. haven't been seeing much of it kasi naman wala kaming tv sa dorm. barbarian ba! hahahaha! but i love love Jason's antics and Uma's sexiness! hahahaha!

my bets! hahaha! walang aangal!

tae.

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---> i just love him! ALFIE of BMR! ai! HOT!

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SENTI AKO Update:

i'm still senti about a couple of things. shietness galore! i really think i'm in love with this person whom i've been hangin' out with the past days. grrrrrr to the nth level kasi malabo talaga. as in. it wouldn't be THAT impossible pero sa ngayon malabo talaga! basta, badtrip! GRRRRRRR. i crush him so mats! aiii!

after thesis-ing yesterday, we decided to watch the Basketball game. syempre full support for the team. hay. as usual TALO. pero good game naman. i'm glad i avoided cheering for the opponents team! hahahaha! may kras kasi ako dun! si FLOR! ai! gwapo, promise! and me, chingks, belle and meng were acting crazy the whole time. kunwari boyfriends namin yung players! wahahaha! tae! boyfriend ko si ken! aiii! hahahaha! basta saya naman kahit taloooo! oks lang! next week, humanda sila sa volleyball namin! yay!

at senti pa rin ako kasi malapit na ko mamatay! ipagdasal nyo ang kaluluwa ko! mamimiss ko kayong lahat!

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i missed the MTV PILIPINAS... hay. but what the hell, kaya kong ipagpaliban yun, makasama lang KITA! hehehe. kiss tayo?

fix you.

2005-08-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

halo halo ang pakiramdam ko. masaya, malungkot, panghihinayang, inis, paglalandi, pagkaasar, paghanga at kung anu ano pa!

this week had been the best and worst for me! pero ok lang. mas greater pa rin yung BEST! hahahaha. basta super SAYA SAYA SAYA SAYA SAYA SAYA!!! MASAYA LANG TALAGA AKO!

i can't believe na i'm part of the AUMACOMMS office na! i was pointed Advertising Manager. ai! sosyal! hahahaha! i would take care of the sponsorships everytime we'll have events sa org. i was reluctant at first kasi sa lahat ng ayaw ko eh OBLIGASYON! hay naku! but then again, napamahal na rin naman ang mga co officers ko sa kin! as in! I LOVE THEM talaga! super!sarap kasama. kahit dami problema, aberya, super haggard na pagsapit ng dilim, go pa rin at masaya! i love AUMACOMMS, MIGHTY MIGHTY AUMACOMMS! hahahahaha!

super saya din ng preparation for our General Assembly! excited lahat! hahahaha! kanina ko lang nalaman na i will sing 4 friggin' times on that day! goodluck! we had our very 1st rehearsal this afternoon, badtrip lang kasi PAOS ako! shiet! ang kinatatakutan ko! walangya! pero sa monday, humanda ka! hahahahahaha! i keed! goodluck na lang!

the RSO annual sportsfest was held this afternoon. ganda ng uniform ng basketball namin! pero pooch! talunan to the max! congrats nga pala sa volleyball boys and girls! GALING!!! kahit puro aberya ang uniform. wawa naman si HONEY JAYLO ko! aiii! basta! galing galing!

kita kits sa G.A. guys! labyu ol!

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pag may best, may worst.

ayokong magdetalye.

mahal ko ang mga kaibigan ko, pero bakit sila ganun? pilit kong iniintindi ang bagay bagay pero bakit kusang lumalayo? ewan ko rin. muntik ko nang bitawan ang pakikipagkaibigan ko kay mark. buti na lang may mga bagay na nag ugnay samin. bagay na maaaring kami lang din ang makakaalam... siguro... kasi di ko pa rin alam eh. basta, masaya ako dahil kaibigan ko pa rin siya. pero hanggat di pa rin malinaw ang lahat, lagi pa ring may tanong... kung ang pagiging malapit namin ang dahilan ng walang hanggang mga katanungan, magagawa ko kayang bitawan at iwanan sya? alin ba ang mas mahalaga? ewan ko! leche! lahat naman sila kaibigan ko. kaya bakit kailangan ko magbitaw?

bahala na.

basta salamat kay mark. di nya ko iniiwan. mula sa simple hanggang sa pinakamabuluhan sa buhay. napagdaanan na namin to. ayoko nang maulit.

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ang hirap pala pag na inlove ka sa isang imposible! hay naku! bakit kasi kailangan pang maging kakaiba ka? pero kahit ano ka pa, palagay ko, gusto na kita! shet na buhay to!

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i heard KAPATID this morning on the FIRST SHOW with trish sa NU. nagmessage ako! hahaha! tae! namiss siguro ni jun ang pangalan ko. ok lang yun. salamat na rin.

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ang dami kong namimiss. ikaw, miss mo rin ba ko? sana.

guess who!

2005-08-14T11:29:00.000+08:00

aiii! hahahaha!

KYOT!

MAC auditions Part 2!

2005-08-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

this time an audition for Mass Comm's aspiring dancers. hahaha! ok, i didn't audition for this! in case you're going to ask! hahahaha! i definitely have a pair of left feet! it would be really bad if i would take my chance. hahaha.

oh well, it went out smoothly. although the first couple of hours were a disaster. no one actually showed up at the exact call time! and the jurors were already there. we have to look for possible auditioners. and luckily, we found people who were actually interested.

the jurors were professional dancers. 2/3 of them were dancers from ASAP. and the other is a member of our pep squad.

jurors!

everyone had been eyeing him the whole time! except me! i just took pictures! hahaha!

it was cool seeing a lot of talented students. aiii! can't wait for our General Assembly. have to get ready for it. it would be right after the MTV Pilipinas, so i have to reserve a lot of energy the next day! hahahaha.

i had a great time this day. spent a lot of quality time with my buddies. it's been a while! hahaha! and i got to bond with my co-MassCommers whom i never really bonded before. all fun! too bad the cam died out on me na when we had dinner at KFC. yun pa naman yung masaya.

wahahaha! kadiri! i'm so friggin fat! powtaena!

raff the choreo with the half of the auditioners.

my ever dearest friendly friends! yo te amo! aiii, aiii, aiii!

me and my jaylo baybeh! aiii! hahaha!

fun fun day! but later that night i had to leave right away cause i have to meet up with my thesis mates for our FGD. aiii!

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i was browsing a meg back issue when...

clicky.

i'm not expecting a shallow answer, but that's just the way it is! i wonder if he still has the same perception after 3 years and after a long term relationship with ZO AGUILA! now that he's already single will he be willing to go out with a PLAIN but FUN girl kaya? aiii! i hope. 'cause his answer just turned me off. i never thought he was that shallow. oh well, at least he's still POGEEE! hahaha!

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i've been pressuring myself for the past months now. i think i'm gonna die soon! just make sure they'll play PRAYER on my burial! or else i'll haunt all of yah! just playin'! wahahahaha!

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i've been addicted to a lot of things the past few days...

*Ang Ating Araw video of Dicta - i just love Kuya Kel's necktie!
*Gemini video of Spongeboys - ok, i know a lot will react. i just fell in love with the video. don't even like the song that much. Yael and the gang are really bad on choosing their singles. Bakit di na lang UNA yung irelease? tae! oh well, at least YANNI is in the video! that's the real reason why i watch it! I LAB YOU YAN YUZON!
*Metro chocolate bars - it's this new imported cheap choco bar. kinda like a 3musketeers imitation from Turkey! only cheaper. this one's a keeper! you should go and taste it! you'll love it, man! you'll lurve it!
*Hot Loops - any flavor would do! this ones the best! better than Gonuts. prameeese!
*Kahit Pa of Hale - i can't help it! they're everywhere. it had been my LSS for a couple of days now! darn!
*fixin' my MP3 - is it bad? aiii! i have 28366455869 songs in it. i'm afraid i might bust the system again! hahahaha!
*buying unsignificant things like a new pair of shoes - shoot! i should learn how to save!
*with Willy Wonka - still! nothing new 'bout this! aiii!
*When September Ends video by Greenday - i just love all the drama! never really liked anymore of their song since basketcase. then, when i heard this one, yun na yun! lintik!
*Mike and Ike - this juicy jelly candies! deliciouso!
*to my crush! aiii! - kelan ba hindi? hahahahaha!
*Hollywood Dream - although my bet Miguel had been dropped out, ok lang. i enjoy watching these nincompoops battle for their Hollywood dream! hahaha! i think Pinky Amador will win! Monica is quite competitive! Marc must be proud! ai!
*Mishka Adams - i just love her. everything! the whole package! if ever i'll change my perception bout lesbian relationship i'd definitely marry Mishka! that is if she'll marry me too! hahahaha!
*to drugs - aiii! di naman! joke lang! hahahaha!

hay! what a loser!

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i miss Carla. she's in Baguio! sana may UBONG sakin! hahahaha!

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hope to catch Severo at Myx! mark texted me the other night and told me bout it. goodluck! sana may tv sa dorm no mark?! salamat panget! aiii!

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hopes everything's fine and dandy with yah peeps! hahaha! and thanks for taking your time visiting this nincompoop site! i love you all!

shout outs: masaya, carla, cha, JOE?!!, doogie, carol, ian, aceee, paolo, at lahat kayo na nagsasayang ng panahon sa site na to! salamat! wag kayo magsasawa!

i love you all!

MAC auditions

2005-08-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

aiii! just got accepted for MAC. hahahaha! happy happy joy joy! now, i know i have talent. sheeeesh! hahaha! i sang "Where Can We Go From Here" and "Bakit Iniwan Na?" aiii! i'm so friggin' nervous because the juror was a professional voice instructor. good thing i hit it off well! aiii shieeeeeeeet! now, have to get ready for the Canticle. whatever that is! hahahaha!

borrowed the cam from masaya. supposed to be for our thesis' FGD. but what's wrong with camwhoring for a while?! hahahaha!

aiii! i love my friends! mwah mwah mwah! thanks for the support! ai! SENTI! tae!

love this one. i love chingks and marky! aiii!

the golden girls with the jiggah mah jiggah! hahahaha!

shet! i love these people!

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i hate YOU! pakshet! may mood swings ka! nagseselos ako! may iba kang mga babae! shet ka!!!
you like pianists?!!! eeeeew! boring! hahahaha! joke!

kahit nakaka T.O. ka, crush pa rin kita! paksheeeeet!

Willy Wonka Addict!

2005-08-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

i'm not tired of this movie! ano pa sabihin mo, wala kang pakelam. this movie is the BEST! belat!

ok, i know i've been mumbling too much about this, but i'm sorry, just can't get enough of Willy. hay naku! when i first saw it, just fell in love with it agad. from Willy, to Charlie, to the other kids and the mischievous Oompa Loompas! aiii! love it talaga.

i think Studio 23's gonna air the first Willy Wonka movie. the one from the 1970's. not sure when. ai! when i was at the cinema's washroom, i heard one mom commented to her daughter, " i have watched the first Wonka movie. i think that one's better. but it has the same plot. almost the same story." ai naku! syempre naman no. bakit naman maiiba? anyway, i believe i've watched the first Wonka movie na rin. but that was years ago, man. di ko na maalala. basta alam ko musical yung Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. although, yung Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, may soundtrack din, mainly puro yung Oompa Loompas lang yung kumakanta. aiii! saka hello! di hamak na mas may itsura si Johnny Depp kesa kay Gene Wilder! hahahaha. saka mas maganda yung bob hair'do ni Johnny! hahahaha! laughtrip!

---> diba?

saka mas cute si Charlie ngayon.

and what's with the old Oompa Loompas? Deep Roy did a great job with this friggin' movie! he deserves a HUGE credit for his effort on this one! aiii! i love the Veruca Salt song! shieeeeeeeeet!

and those glasses, i'm gonna get my own pair one of these days! hahahaha!

o shiet! this is one of my fave scenes...

Willy: i like you... you're really weird!

aiii! Johnny! Marry me!

---> ai! parang ayaw! hahahahaha! alabyu!

DICTA LICENSE... wo ai ni men!

2005-08-07T11:29:00.000+08:00

shet! i missed the DICTA GUYS on the 1st show. i'm supposed to go with the gang at Ortigas to watch the Dicta boys perform at the First show at NU! wuhuhuhuhuhu... i've been thinkin' bout it na since last week pa lang. i even posted messages on friendster. then comes friday. i was askin' doogie and carol (when we met at recto) if they're coming. si carol kasi may imeemeet daw kaya punta sya. aiii! si doogie hindi kasi manonood ata ng vidshoot ng 18th ish! i was thinkin' twice if i wanna come! i really want to meet pochoy na rin kasi! aiii! pogi boses. kaya lang last minute, nagbago na naman isip ko. saka umuulan. cha texted me at around past 7 am. punta raw ako. eh, huli na rin ang lahat kasi kakagising ko lang! so, nakinig na lang ako sa radio! aiii!!!

the set was superb! not enough words to describe the power of POCHOY's boses! aiii!!! ganda pa ng mga songs! can't wait to get my hands on their album. this 23rd na yung labas. aiii!

sana talaga sumama ako!!! waaaaaaaaaah!!!

carol, sama ako sa redbox!!! waaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

hay, next time pag iisipan ko mabuti ang mga bagay, bagay.

hahahaha.

nasa huli ang pagsisisi.

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am about to leave. about to watch... ano pa nga ba!

CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!

this time with my family!!! aiii! saya!

bye!

CHARLIE and the CHOCOLATE FACTORY!!!

2005-08-05T18:23:00.000+08:00

---> can't get enough!!! shieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

sonOFaGUN!!! super duper boombasticcccccccccccssss sa lahat ng boombastic ang movie na to!!! as in! watched it in 2 days! aiii! aiii! aiii! basta! i love love johnny depp! promise! watch it and you'll see what i mean! basta!

adorable! adorable! aiii!!!

to be heard.

2005-07-31T10:32:00.000+08:00

---> got myself a copy of this! AIII! happy happy joy joy!

i opened it right away! *excited* then... wtf? oo. tama nga ang tsismis ni kuya joel.

SOAPDISH pics ang nasa sleeve? aiii! tae! super text ako kay daddy.

"... Kuya Joel! Bumili na kmi ng 18th issue album! ai, soapdish nga ata ung nasa loob! hehe. :)..."

laughtrip. sagot naman si dad.

"... sabi sayo eh. badtrip! palpak yan. :) pero papalitan ko ng orig na pix yung sleeves. :) salamat ha sobra :)..."

aiii! walang anuman! matagal ko rin tong pinangarap! hahahaha! 18th issue!

anyway, kasalukuyan kong pinapakinggan ang album! aiii! kainlove boses ni TING! hay.

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ai, continuation nung friday. pagkatapos namin mag intay nila doogie at carol kay carla ng 16354885643 hours sa pagpapacheck nya ng thesis, napag pasyahan namin na mag dinner sa mayric's. ai! but before that, UKAY galore muna! hahaha. at syempre, sa pagka excited sa MTV PILIPINAS, napabili na ako ng bohemian-mishka adams inspired-black-bootylicious-skirt skirtan. aiii! got it for only 150. ayos. at nagkakalokohan pa na pilian ang KJWAN boys ng shirts! hahahaha! laughtrip yung mga napipili! lao na pag kay marc! saka yung tweety shirt for jorel! laughtrip! at don't forget ang floral inspired polo shirt ni boogie! hahahahaha! naloka kami sa magagandang clothes. kaya lang mahal eh. lalo na yung mga shoesssss. aiii!

proceed na rin kami sa mayric's. me, carla, doogie, carol and busie! ai! saya! kahit na it took us 18355648596 hours waiting for the inihaw na pusit, sisig, and buttered chicken, sarap naman nung tsinitsibog na namin! aiii!

habang nag iintay ng order, nag story telling muna, binasa namin yung diary ni doogie!!! hahahaha! saya saya!

tapos, uwi na rin kami. BUSOG! kahit amoy yosi na paglabas. aiii :)

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bumili na rin ako ng SLIPPERS na green! wahahaha! ai! lab it!

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i got myself a copy rin ng MTV INK na may dica lisence! ang guapo ni BOOGIE!!!

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--->aiii!
with kuya joel at SM Southmall.

credits to ian-d-banana for this lovelay picture!

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madrama kami ngayon. hay. DRAMA!

EXCITED SA PINK "KJWANISTA" shirt

2005-07-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

hullo!!!

as usual dito ako ngayon sa net shop ni kuya. at hindi si carla ang kasama ko. hehehehe. HIMALA? well, ganito kasi yan.

at around 12, nag text si carla and she told me na wala raw syang place na paggagawan ng plates, so dun na lang daw sya kay dormy dorm gagawa. magpaalam pa ba? eh parang dun na nga rin sya nakatira? hehehehe.

then, at around 12:30 i recieved a text message from carol. punta raw sila ni doogie sa recto para magpagawa ng KJWAN shirts! ai! syempre sama naman ako! carla needed to go back to USTE kasi consultation ata nya for her thesis. GO na kami ni carol sa recto and met up with doogie sa comp shop dun kasi we need to print out the design pa. (ai! napili yung KJWANISTA design! aiiii like! hahahaha!)

then after maprint, alis na rin kami and punta na kila "MANAGER" para magpagawa ng shirts. medyo natagalan kami, kasi ang tagal ni manager dumating. pero, pag dating nya, todo explain na kay manager ng gustong mangyari for the shirt. and napagkasunduan na 50 ang ipagawa. (30 black and 20 pink) aiii! PINK! ang saya saya! laughtrip pa kasi gusto namin magpagawa ng shirt din for the boys. eh di kami makapagdecide ng right size for jorel! hahahaha. then, we decided na lang din na next time na lang sila. matapos ng mahaba habang diskusyon sa sizes, nagkasundo na rin kami afterwards. di pa muna kami umalis. CHIKAHAN TO THE MAX MUNA!!! (aiii! sssshhhhhh. secret lang guyzzzz!!!)

then uwi na rin kami sa dorm. LUNCH with carla, at syempre CHIKAHAN blues pa rin. sa sobrang lungkot namin sa mga bagay bagay na MALAPIT LAPIT nang mangyari, dahil sa mga aalis na kaibigan. haaaaaaaaaay. naisipan na lang ng grupo na mag reminisce. hahahaha! mga walang magawa! hahahahaha! AIIII!

at ngayon, dito pa rin kami sa comp shop at kasalukuyang pinagtatawanan ang video ni MIC LURA sa multiply ni JOR! hahahhaha! laughtrip! habang iniintay ang pagbabalik ni carla bear! ai naku!

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at excited na pala ang lahat para sa MTV PILIPINAS! hahaha. (dapat lang matuloy ito, DADDY JOEL! or else.... hahaha! joke!) napagkasunduan namin na magskirt! aiii! magpagirl tayong lahat! hahahaha! sana lang talaga. sana lang. hay.

LUNGKOT ANG NARARAMDAMAN.

2005-07-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

sobrang lungkot ang nararamdaman ko. una, nagkalokoloko na ang thesis namin! TAENANG yan!

at pangalawa, may nalaman ako.

merong aalis.

di ko alam kung bakit sobrang lungkot ng pakiramdam. sa ikli ng pagsasama namin, napamahal na sya sakin. sa maraming tao. di ko maisip pag umalis na sya. pano na? marami ang maaapektuhan. marami ang malulungkot. di man kami ganun kalapit, marami na rin akong natutunan sa kanya. may mga panahon na nagagalit ako sa kanya ng walang dahilan, may mga pagkakataon na tuwang tuwa ako at kausap ko sya. maraming pagkakataon. lahat ng yun, mawawala na rin pag dating ng panahon.

bakit kailangan? minsan talaga mahirap. pero may mga bagay na kailangng gawin. tulad ng pag alis. may mas mahahalagang bagay na dapat pagtuunan ng pansin. kahit di mo gusto, kailangang yun ang piliin dahil yun ang mas importante.

di pa naman siguro BUKAS ang alis mo. at alam ko, kahit mabasa mo man ito, eh tiyak na di mo naman maiintindihan. di ito ang nakasanayan mo diba? pero gusto kong malaman mo na marami kang naitulong di lang sakin pero sa marami. di mo lang alam. kahit ako di ko rin napansin. ngayon ko lang napagbibigyan ng halaga ang lahat. at kung wala ka na... pano na ang mga bagay na madalas na aking pinagkakaabalahan? tssssssss. wala na.

ang daming mag iiba. pero ako, hindi.

nandito ka man o wala na, ako, mananatili.

salamat sa pagkakaibigan! natuwa ko at nakilala kita.

pero sa ngayon na nandito ka pa, titiyakin kong ang bawat saglit na kasama ka namin ay magiging masaya.

~ yo quiero abrazar tu, bro. ~

salamat.

TRAFFIC sucks!!!

2005-07-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

aiii! just got home na naman from another gig! hahaha! saya!

met up with carla at around 12. we met at kuya jerim's netshop. ai! hahaha! then we decided to head off na to cubao. we strolled muna then, help ourselves with some pizza. then, we met up na with carol and doogie in farmer's. kumpleto na ang barkada! we decided to go straight to the mrt station to meet up na with kuya joel. konting misunderstandings lang sa location ng isa't isa, then nagkita kits na rin. saya!

the mrt ride was a breeze. sikip nga lang. kwentuhan to the max na lang muna! dami kwento si kuya joel. laughtrip yung mga ideas and stuff. he told us that they are planning to post big KJWAN ads on some buses, which we thought was kinda exciting! aiii! KJWAN On buses! hahahaha! then, baba kami sa magallanes, sakay ng bus to alabang, then last stop, jeep papunta sa southmall. ayos naman. we were just a bit caught in traffic. actually make that WE REALLY WERE CAUGHT IN HEAVY as in HEAVY TO THE MAX TRAFFIC! the boys were calling joel na kasi kahit sila nastuck na sa traffic! hahahaha! syempre kwentuhan pa rin the whole time. super laughtrip pa rin si kuya joel. the Ragna people were already calling him na rin kasi wala pa kahit isa sa band members.

when we got there we met up na with paolo. then with ian na rin. super super fun! kagulo na naman ang lahat! matagal tagal na ring di nagkikita! hahahaha! saya! we ate ice cream then we treated kuya joel sa taco bell. laughtrip pa tong si kuya joel kasi kinuha yung di naman namin order! hahaha! saya! dumating na rin si kish. aiii! HAPPY BEERDAY kish! kumpleto na! basta kagulo lang kami sa likod.

then dumating na rin yung boys. una si boogs. kulit kasi naka orange sya. tapos si ian saka si kish naka orange din. para silang preso! hahaha! cute ni boogie mag smile! syet! nakakatunaw!

then, jun arrived na rin. i got my usual kiss! aiii! sweet sweet! hahahaha! then, dinumog na sya ng fanzzzzzzzzz. hoooopla! hahhahaha! basta kami, kagulo pa rin.

then arrive na sila kuya kel, jor at mak. syempre binigay ko agad kay kuya kel yung portrait nya na gawa ni masaya! ang cute! hahaha! sabi nya, "mukhang ang taba ko dito ah!" pero nagustuhan daw nya. then akala nya nung una, si carol nag draw! ai! tapos kiss nya si carol! AI! CAROL KILIG! hahahaha! saya saya! cute ni jor! bago hairdo! cutee cuteee! WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO! hahahahaha! may kasama syang YELLOW GURL... hmmmm... sino kaya yun carla? *CARLA SELOS* hahahaha! joke!

the event has to be cut short kasi tae yung mga nanonood, kagulo. kaya 2 songs na lang per band! badtrip! pero we had our usual backstage access, kaya ok na ok naman at di kami naipit sa moshpit!

as ever, the best ang KJWAN perf! galing galing ng boys! AIII!

then had some backstage moments with the boys after. nagpasign ako kay kuya kel ng poster for jennifer (lady attendant sa dorm!) hahaha! laughtrip! super crush nun si kuya kel! i even took a video of kel giving her a brief but sweet message! kikiligin yun! i'm sure! hahahaha! 'tas i asked kuya kel why he cut his hair... mainit daw! mas trip ko yung dati. yung magulong kulot na buhok nya! hahahah! pero kahit ano naman cute pa rin si kuya kel tisoy! hahahaha!

i had a picture taken with boogie ulit. tae! di na naman ako satisfied! next time, gusto ko sweet na! hahahaha! then another pic as usual with junjun. ayuz!

tas, uwi na rin yung boys, getting ready for their 11 pm gig at HOLE (formerly Peligro). kami naman nila kuya joel, stroll muna. i bought HIBISCUS cd na! share kami ni marky! shet! gusto ko na nung 18th issue cd! aiiii! next time. saka nag iintay pa ko baka may freebie galing kay daddy joel! hahahaha! joke!

after ng kulitan, uwi na rin ako. mukhang hahanapin na ko sa bahay! lagot! hehehe...

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i missed the HOLE gig! tae! nandun sila carla ngayon! *inggit* then tuloy sila sa Bigstop later! aiii! sayang! next time na lang. hahahaha...

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18th issue's video shoot this friday at Mayric's! joel invited us! aiii! TING!!! sa wakas mameemeet ko na siya! aiii! and afterwards, dinner with Kuya Joel, at last... hopefully! aiii!

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but the best part that made me happy and giddy is our free seats for the MTV PILIPINAS on Aug. 25th! joel will save us some invites! aiii! joel ai lab yu! hahahaha!

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aiii! and sana matuloy na yung pagaayos namin sa pad ni joel! hahahaha! para magamit ni carla ang interior experstise nya! hahahahaha!

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*sad* i'll miss the pansit canton and the dvd marathon... iyak.

vote for KJWAN at MTV PILIPINAS!

2005-07-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha! i voted around 37746599263547 times! aiii!!!

the actual awards night would be at the Big Dome! ai!
sabi ni carol sakin dati, may seats daw kami for that event!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaat? aiii, aiii, aiii!!!
sana nga! sosyal! hahahaha.

i hope HALE loses!!! hahaha! bad!

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anyway, KJWAN's also in RAKISTA forums na!

check it out!!!

aiii!

2 tulog na lang! wahahahahahaha!!!

let's invade SOUTMALL!!!

di'ba carla? *katabi ko lang!* wahahahahaha!

ai jun.

2005-07-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

---> my YM status.

j-hoon: which one is best Kjwan gig?
zsho: haha!
zsho: all of it!
j-hoon: hehehehe. how are you na? why so shy? cute though
zsho: shy?
zsho: haha
j-hoon: heheheh. always good to see you
zsho: same here...
zsho: i missed the centerpoint gig, so idecided to drop by kanina
j-hoon: yes yes that
zsho: galing galing!!!
j-hoon: 's right. I will always make you kulit to come
j-hoon: cuz you are a source of good BIBES TSONG
j-hoon: hehehe
zsho: uy! hahaha

we talked about a LOT! it was a shock for me cause he never ever confides, at least to me, and he just did. aiii! hahaha... pero secret lang yung cont. ng chat na yan! hehehe.

aba! si kuya joel! online din!

sir joel : :)
zsho: hoy!
zsho: bat gising ka pa?
sir joel : hahahaha
sir joel : gising pa ako sabi ko sayo eh pag asa south ako ganito gawa ko

ang kulit!!! hahaha!

BASTA MASAYA! kasama ko ulit KJWAN!

2005-07-17T10:16:00.000+08:00

i just got home from yet another KJWAN-derful geeeeg! hahahaha! i missed their gig yesterday at SM Centerpoint. i was so depressed kasi my KJWAN buddies were all be present! i miss them na especially DOOGIE, VENUS and CAROL! aiii! so i assured myself that whatever happens, i'll still go to their Bicutan gig. and so i did.

i was there with busie. SUPER DUPER FUN! this gig is one of the bestest gig ever! hahahaha! basta! wahahahahaha!

natuwa ako kay kuya kelley, when he saw us behind the barricades, he was all:

kel: hey Z! videoke tayo.
Z: uy, sige ba! kelan?
kel: tanong mo dyan kay boogie. kating kati na yan mag videoke eh.
Z: hahaha. sige, tara.
kel: uy, boogs! (to boogie) ano, videoke tayo nila Z.

tas may umepal na fan dun sa likod. tinawag si boogie. hay. pero syempre sama ako. kelan kaya? ano kaya feeling kasama si boogie sa videoke? haaay!

naninibago ako kay jun. *lungkot* dati sya nagkikiss sakin. kanina, inoffer na yung cheeks! aba! at parang obligado na ko magkiss! hahaha! pero don't get me wrong, ok naman sakin eh. hahaha! a kiss is still a kiss! wahahahahaha! LABO!

aiii! tapos tuwa ako kay kuya kel nung pauwi na sila! nagbye na ko... tapos lapit sya sakin, then nagulat ako! wala akong idea, *clueless* naliwanagan lang ako nung sinabi nya... "o, kiss na!" hahha!

nikiss ko si kuya kel! aiii! sorry carol! ai lab yu!

super saya! as in super hang out bago sila umalis. naloka pa kami nila kuya kel nung may magpapirma kay boogie sa likod! wahahahaha! laughtrip!

basta, super saya!!! alam ni carla kung bakit! aiii!

then after the guys left, we had dinner with kuya joel. we're supposed to treat him, but knowing joel, di papayag yun ng di naglilibre. so, in short, sya pa rin nagbayad! aiii! so nice! sabi nya next time na lang daw sya namin ilibre. may set na kaming date ni carla! hahahaha! ai! yun, tamang kwentuhan. ang dami kwento ni kuya joel! laughtrip! SAYA talaga yun kasama! aiii!

and ang di namin malilimutan ni carla na saying quoted from joel ellorin himself:

"anong sosyal dun, eh bugaw nga?" wahahaha! super laughtrip talaga to si joel! kami lang ni carla may alam nun! diba dood?! hahahaha! ai!

basta MASAYA! yun na yun!

may crush na ata ako kay CHI (typecast) yay!!!

and as usual may bago na naman kaming picture ni jun! normal na siguro yun tuwing magkikita kami dapat may picture together. haaaaaaaay. kolektahin ba. AYOKO KAY JUN! errrrrrrrrrr. joke! aiii!

basta, basta, masaya ako! di na naman ako makakaahon nito! grabe!

and next week, sa southmall naman! sana masaya pa rin! sana mas masaya! i can't wait!

TARA! lahat tayo punta! SOUTHMALL, July 23 4PM!!!

see you there!

highlight.

2005-07-16T10:59:00.000+08:00

marinitobalbuena: Z it was nice seeing you again. Missed you ....

aiii! missed you guys too! and thanks for the testimonial. wahahaha. laughtrip!

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ai, i uploaded some of the Mayric's and Ragna tour pics na on my multiply site.

mayric's

Ragna Tour at SM manila!

enjoyyyyy!

i'm supposed to go to their Bicutan gig tomorrow. hay. i hope i could go.

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i had a great week! got to watch 2 movies in a row! wahahaha! saya!

caught with carla. laughtrip! the effects are cool but the story was kinda shallow! hahaha! pero super pogi ni DOS! aiii! and i scored a lot of freebies from AUMACOMMS! haha! including a BEEEEG postah baby! hahaha... that one i'm gonna hang on my bedroom wall! aiii! syieet!

and watched with marky and belle! treat ni mark!!! hahahaha! yehey! super fun! i remembered jun making kwento about TORCH being the highlight of the movie! oo nga! haaay! he's so HOT! and so funny! super laughtrip pag nag aaway sila ni THE THING! and himala! nagandahan ako kay jessica alba! hahaha! i don't like her much eh! hahaha!

MOVIESSSSSS! just what i need after a frigin' "thesis" day! syieet!

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happy happy joy joy!!! mam jen's gonna lend me a GLOOMY SUNDAY dvd on monday. can't wait to watch! i'm so friggin' curious! but i'm also scared. kasi i have this suicidal tendencies... i'm afraid the movie might work on me! aiii! FREAKKKY! alala ko tuloy si chico! haaaaaaay. we miss chico.

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talked to luanne (mayo's manager) last night. or make that this mornin'. (at around 3:00) super bait! and pretty. napansin nya kasi yung status ko na walang kwenta! hahahaha!

I friggin' need the History of Yahoo Messenger!!! HELP!!!

then she messaged me and she offered help! bait! we chatted about the Good Charlotte gig! and even made chismis about someone! hahaha! she's a fun girl. i really would like to meet her soon. aiii!

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i'm gonna miss Kjwan's SM Centerpoint gig later! haaaaaay! but ok lang...

coz it's...

BUSIE's BEERday!!! aiii!

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i super love 18th issue's song LIES! aiii! can't wait to get their album! Ting is a cutie! thanks kay Kuya Joel for the mail! aiii! ok lang yun... next time, kain tayo dinner!

but for now, vote for 18th issue's song, DILIM at NU! aight?

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i want to buy a lot of things! i need MONEY! can someone give me? puhleez?

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i miss my KJWAN buddies! hahahaha! agad! see you sa SouthMall this 23rd! promise yan ha! DUGAY, VENUS, CAROL, CARLA, CHA, IAN, ACE!!! dapat nandun tayo lahat! aiii!

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can't wait for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!

"... i don't understand why everything here is pointless..."

hahahaha! super laughtrip kami ni mark! cute!

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aiii! see you guys soon! i'm having my usual emotional stress! hahahaha! TAE!

sige catch you all guys later...

see yah!

CARLA, CARLA... na naman???!

2005-07-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

hay naku! as usual, i'm here... NO, actually make it WE'RE (carla) here na naman in Kuya Jerim's net shop! aiii! killing some time because we're too bored talking na! wahahahaha! been doing that the whole day. ngarkk!!!

oh well, she also spent the whole afternoon at our dormy dorm yesterday!!! can't get over the past gimiks! hahhaha! can't get over each other... whut? yay! hahahahahahaha!

anyway, yesterday we're supposed to have dinner with kuya joel. carla will be treatin' us sana sa mister kebab. sayang joel needs to attend to some meeting. i think for Pinoy Blonde. super sayang. next time na lang. hahahaha! di na raw sya tatanggi!

and kanina, carla invaded the dorm na naman... she treated me lunch!

PIZZA GALORE!!! aiiii!!!

yum!

coffee i's pizza!

hahahaha! laughtrip!!!

thanks dood!!! next time ako libre!!!

ay oo, may kalokohan nga pala kami sa dorm. hahahaha. kasi we have this extra KJWAN poster sa dorm. so we posted it sa door. and anyone is free to vote for who they think is the POGIEST out of all the KJWAN boys! hahahaha! we're so shocked with the outcome... may mga nagvovote talaga!

clicky for a better view!

hahahaha! super laughtrip! so far, nangunguna si BOOGIE! aiii! hahahahahaha! and i can't believe this... kulelat si JHOON! ahhahahaha!

saya!

sige, bye na muna!

fun with KJWAN!

2005-07-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

okay, i haven't been updating for a week now! i've been pretty busy with a LOT of things, so please bear with me! aiii!

just got home from yet another KJWAN-derful gig. the Ragna tour was great! as usual backstage access. nothing beats that especially when you're expexting a mosh pit. aiii! kagulo! but it was fun fun fun!

KUYA JOEL is the best FOREVER! as in! and we love him for that! hehehe...

so it was me, carla, chachu, doogie, venus (and her sisters) and joe... SAYA!

jun was the early bird today! (uy, miracle?! haha.) and as usual BOOGIE is oh so HOT! grabe!

share the pics later. as well as the...

MAYRICS gig:

that happened last friday! super duper fun! we had games and the band has a full set! ayos na ayos! got to spend quality time with the boys kahit umuwi agad si marc.

jorel was super duper generous that day! he gave away so many freebies! super saya! and...

at last a FREE shirt from joel! yey! bait bait talaga!

it eneded at around 2 na rin siguro. so we hung out muna sa mini stop. saya! joel followed after and had more chitchats...

then after that... we went na to the BIG STOP! waaaaaaaaaaaaah! saya! that's the highlight of the whole day! i suppose! hahahahha! special thanks to our beloved BAET! sayang di sumama si john joe d'mango! he missed all the tsibog! hehehehehe...

so far that's it! i'm a little tamad to narrate every detail, basta pag nagkita tayo, kwento ko na lang sayo! hahahaha!

basta super saya!!!

i'll share the pics later! promise! just waiting for carla to upload it! and i'll share my pics as well!

dito muna! i'll try updating this site more often. i hope! THESIS sucks! shiet!

but anyhow, basta! I'M HAPPY, HAPPY!

i love my gig buddies!!! i love you all! 'til the next gig people!

tatah!

Kung Wala Ka...

2005-07-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

i'm on my senti mode. fuck that Hale song! hahahaha!

i had a so-so week. pretty much the same stressful days of yonder. hahaha. we're started on the formulation of our thesis. shiet! i can't believe thesis can be so friggin' pain in the ass. i mean, i knew that, but i don't have the actual feeling, not until i experienced all the pressure. me and my groupmates had a hard time figuring out a decent topic. i wanna go for something that i'm used or i can easily relate to. like music. i suggested a couple of OKAY topics like the PRESENCE OF INDIE MUSIC IN OUR LOCAL MUSIC SCENE, or THE TRUTH ABOUT SEX, DRUGS AND ROCK AND ROLL, but i don't think my thesis-mates can dig that, so i keed. pakshet! so far, we formulated a NOT-VERY-BORING-BUT-BORING-STILL topic. (get my drift?) we casually agreed on THE IMPACT OF ONLINE DATING TO FILIPINAS IN INTERPERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS. ok naman. but we have to friggin' look for a lot of NOT-SO-IMPORTANT-FOR-MY-LIFE-BUT-ESSENTIAL-FOR-THESIS research(es). and up to now, i'm having problems with the sources. where in the world will i find such motherfuckin' articles? how in the world will i get interested with it when no one's even interested to put up articles 'bout it? haay! isang malaking...

BAHALA NA!

but i'm glad with the support mam jen is offering not just to us, but to the whole block! as ever, she's the BEST! KUDOS!

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aside from my thesis fiascos, i've been really havin' a full blast with school. i've been meeting new people which is great!

-->and i'm glad that BUSIE's coping with the new atmosphere well. she's gaining new friends which is cool! she has joined a couple of new orgs. ayos naman! hehehe...

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i missed the OnL gig at Mayric's last Monday. sayang nga eh.

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i had a rare moment with Dhen last Wednesday. RARE talaga? hahahaha. well, we haven't been really hangin' out for while, so it was really nice chillin' out with her again. and she's needing a shoulder to cry on, so i decided to lend mine. well, it's always there naman. whenever she needs it. hahaha.

i just miss the good ole' days.

---> camwhores. yay!

it's also nice hangin' out with ken again. aiii! hahahaha.

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today's JOE SCHMO's finale! i'm ultra excited! Matt's going to find out that everythin's FAKE! yehey!

i found out about the second season! can't wait for that! this time, there are 2 victims... JOE and JANE. hahahahaha! i wonder what's on to that! here's a link if you wanna check it out!

http://www.spiketv.com/shows/series/joeschmo/

i want the DVD UNCENSORED!

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i caught FRANK ABAGNALE, Jr last night in HBO. fun, fun! Spielberg is the shiet! CATCH ME IF YOU CAN is one of his ultra fun movies (after ET!) and it's good seeing Di Caprio back in action. But Marvin's Room and Gilbert Grape would still be his best movies yet! as for me lang naman.

"The true story of a real fake"

sweeet!

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Saw the KJWAN boys last night at CLUB tv! wahahahaha! laughtrip! what are they doing there? well, ok naman. i realized jun is telegenic. he looks better on tv. don't get me wrong, j's a looker but i prefer him on tv. ewan ko ba. hahahaha! weird!

^clicky^

oh well, July 8 is fast approaching. I'm excited to see my Kjwan buddies. and syempre the boys. pero si Kuya Kel at Joe lang talaga yung i'm looking forward to see! hahahaha! nakakamiss!

hey people of the KAKA world, see you at Mayric's on July 8! Tugtog lang ng tugtog!

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anywho, i saw the new Kyla video. what the fuck is Frank M. doing on that video? Rrrrrrrr.

Direk Avid Liongoren is currently working on an indie film. i'm sooo curious. i want to watch. ENZO is in it! haaaaaaaaaay.

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i love these MARC pictures...

la lang! GAYNESSSSS! jokeeee!

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I LOVE MY LIFE, but IT HATES ME!!! darn!

cueshe' at RT Sunday Sessions

2005-06-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

wala lang. they're so funny! and cute si ruben! super!

jay and ruben

Ruben kinda look Mike from the old fita commercial. hay. hahaha.

abayogi...

2005-06-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

---> i super love this abaya pic!

TWILIGHT turned out to have a kick ass video! MANOLO ABAYA rulez! whut? hahahahaha!

oh well, the marc-reema romance issue was a total shock for me! but then again, the marc-reema relationship was as equally shocking. i really enjoyed seeing them together. sweet! haaaaaay. parang kelan lang, super sweet sila! then malalaman ko na lang, it's over? lokohan nga namin ng friends ko na marc changes girlfriends as often as he changes his shirt! hahahaha. well, loko lang naman yun. pero, i'm startin' to speculate na rin ha. hmmmmmmmmmmmm...

---> marc's new beau? the bayo girl. that babe in the twilight vid! is this for real? oh well, that's for me to find out! hahaha! tsismosa!

hay naku! whutever! basta ang HOT ni makmak sa TWILIGHT vid! minus the fishnet outfit! it was a total turn off! hahahahaha!

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check this out!

aren't they the cutest? DICTA LICENSE RULEZ!!!

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SUPER LUMA PIC OF YONDER... cute!

hahahaha. later...

underpreshhhaaaaaaaa...

2005-06-26T08:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i was locked in to NU 107 the whole day. and because it was a remote control weekend, i decided to make use of my cellphone credit and key in some requests. i requested PONTRY (shift starts from 10:00-2:00) to play my ultimate fave rock classic. (just because BRICK of BEN FOLDS FIVE was already played by TRISH) i asked him to play BLACK HOLE SUN by SOUNDGARDEN. i listened the WHOLE FRIGGIN' day just to wait for him to play. come JAY's shift (2:00-6:00), and there's no SOUNDGARDEN on his playlist. takte. di natipuhan request ko. (together with a couple more [hoon's joint by thirdworldproject and ciudad's dessie belle] which i also asked since trish's shift.) then comes RUS' shift! (6:00-10:00) TAENA! dun pa lang na play yung song ko! but anyway, BLACK HOLE SUN made my day! i lurve it!!!

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WHAT's UP PEEEEEPPSSSSSSSSSSS?

i misse you guys a lot! shiet! hirap mag update ng buong linggo.

oh well, i'll just take down the BEST that had happened for me the whole week.

*last monday, CARLAbear my pwend visited us on our dormy dorm. we just talked about a lot of craziness. hahahaha! basta super saya! we just chatted the whole afternoon. from the queer eye boys, to the UMD/streetboys era! basta, it was one of the best chats we ever had! i'm happy to see and to able to bond with her again! buti pa yan, may LOVELIFE! hahahaha! just visit us anytime dood, may free ka laging BANANA! hahahahaha. and ang cute ni KAHEL ha. :)

*me and busie had some time together last friday. i accompanied her to school to pick the uniform she had ordered. then after, i decided to treat her to a movie! we watched a Thai suspense flick, SHUTTER. aiii! kakatakot! pero ang HOT HOT nung bida (ananda everingham). hehehehe. may slight resemblance kay PIOLO. pero would you believe na in some angles, he kinda look like KUYA JOEL? hahahahaha! promise! the movie was real good. though may mga palpak na scenes, i still think it was worth every buck! hehehehe. basta may pogi!

*i'm proud of BUSIE! she had easily adapted to school. marami agad syang friends and she already joined a couple of orgs. (she joined MUSIKA, org ng mga may banda) and she was elected BLOCK REP din! galing no? hehehehe.

*listened to DIEGO fashyown's and QUARKS, LET's Fun last tuesday night! it was so much fun talaga! hahahaha! diego has no voice the whole time. kinda sounded like Inday Garutay! the show was a lot of fun talaga! kung di lang dun sa FUDSPINEDAJOLOGS na nagdiss sa kanila! hahaha! buti nga! i-diss ba naman ang may ari ng station? kung di ka ba naman kasi bobo! o, ano ka ngayon? tanga!

*KA JHOON (or much popularly known as JUNPAK! hahahahaha!) texted me.

*and the rest of the nights were spent talking about ANYTHING under the sun! (or moon at that! hahahaha.)

i love my roomies! hahahaha. i know i've been with them my whole friigin life, but what the heck! basta masaya kami sa dormitoryo! yun na yun!

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i'm currently addicted to HOT LOOPs! thanks to CARLAbear! my fave flava is the white choco something. basta may caramel filling sya! TAENA! malilimutan moang pangalan mo! and don't forget my daily supply of C2! kumpleto na araw ko!

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music music!

* underpressure by the used and my chemical romance
* middle of nowhere by HOT HOT HEAT
* kung wala ka by HALE ( shiet! promise! )
* home by mayo
* ang ating araw by dicta license (this one tops it all! i miss kuya kelley na! aiii!)
* blue and yellow by the used (ok ba, masaya? hehehehe.)
* strike whilst the iron is hot by orange and lemons
* caress by the pin-up girls (pakshet! ganda ganda!)
* bedshaped by keane (isa pa to! kaangas, man!)
* listen by stonefree (i know this one's kinda old, but man, i love MIRO!!!)

i dig, i dig!!! hehehehe...

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i can't wait to see what'll happen to the JOE SCHMO SHOW! exciting!

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i talked to dionepeg last night. it happens to be friends pala sila ni MIRO. aiii! sana makita ko rin ang pwet nya! hahahahaha!

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i had a nice chat with SAN last night! aiii! i miss her so much! and san, if you're readin' this, i meant what i said! let KUPIDO find you baby! i lab yu!

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CHA, i miss you girl. whatever happens, i'll always be here. again, condolences to you and to your whole fam. I LOVE YOU and i'll see you soon! you take care of yourself now!

i'm gonna see you soon!!!

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aiii! the week! it was unpredictable. may high at may low moments!

i miss gig-ging!!! i think i'm gonna see you guys na lang on JULY 8!!!

MAYRIC's ha! july 8!

kita kits tayo dun!!!

lateeeeerrrrrrrr...

FIRST DAY PUNK'D!

2005-06-19T10:00:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!! i kinda missed bloggin'! shiet!

anyway, i'll try to update my week, so here it goes...

MONDAY:
- we got ready to move in to our new dorm. the van was so packed we can't barely move! haha. but before heading to espana where our dorm is, we dropped by festival alabang muna. MASAYA bought a new phone. then we headed to manila na rin.

when we got there, we quickly fixed everything agad. our new place is kinda neat naman. bigger compared to our old room. kaya lang masikip pa rin. makulit kasi yung OLDIES. tadtarin ba naman ng appliances ang room! pero in fairness, advantage na rin para samin. we have a small fridge, microwave, e-fan, which took a lot of space pero, like what i said, ok na rin naman.

we forgot some stuffs, so the folks decided to drop us off at SM manila. then they left na. i bought myself new shoes. hehe. na naman. la lang! after a quick stroll, (pooota, dami tao!) we went back na rin sa dorm.

the day before, CARLAbear messaged me if i wanna join her and BOODS. they're going to catch a gig daw at Mayric's. HALE daw and Twisted Halo. MASAYA, JOIE, BUSIE and I decided to go. kaya, yan, ready ready na kami when we arrived from the mall. we're supposed to meet up with MONTY as well. he's gonna drop by with the gang after their recording at marikina. everything was well planned na. we just need to think of an alibi para makalusot sa curfew! hahaha! we decided to go home early na lang, if ever. around 10 maybe. ok na yun. 11 naman curfew eh.

then, nagtext naman 'tong MONTY na 10 pa raw sila makakarating! HUWWWAAT? pano yun? naisip namin, di na rin kami mapapayagan. medyo late na yun. and madyo na-boom kami ng mga 'rents! super badtrip talaga! kasi it never went out as planned. POOOCHA! first night out sana namin! so, i texted carla na agad na mukhang malabo na na makasama kami. but she said, she and boods will drop by pa rin. eh, nahihiya naman ako sa kanila, and i really wanna join them, so i decided to go na rin. di na sumama yung 3. i was kinda hesitant kasi i felt na finale pa yung set ng HALE. pero, sugod pa rin. hahahaha. when we got there, wala pa. nakakaloka! mukhang di ko maabutan talaga. then may band na nagseset-up. pero hindi naman HALE yun eh. then, a familiar face...

MIRO!!! STONEFREE! shiet! naloka ako! i truly adore those guys! and i haven't seen them perform yet. except sa tv. so it was a big treat for me. they sang 5 songs. the set was great. after their perf, i decided to go home na rin. 10:35 na. masasaraduhan ako ng dorm. natetempt akong mag papic sa tabi ni miro. pero nahihiya ako. shiet! sayang! hatid ako ni carlabear pauwi! (YABU DOOD!) and when we got out, taena! nandun yung HALE! wahahaha! la lang! steady lang. naloloka pa rin ako kay MIRO eh. hahahaha. i had a great night with carla and boods. i miss them na kasi. and i think that night was a blast kahit kulang. wala si mong! aiii! i miss monalee!

when i got back sa dorm, aba! gising pa ang mga loka! nag foodtrip pala. hahaha! then, we decided to rest na rin after some more chitchats. then at around 11:20 siguro, MONTY called. hahaha! had a quick chat with him. he apologized for missing the gig. pero ok lang yun! next time na lang. probably in one of their gigs. i told him i liked his new 'do! hahaha! he asked me if mukhang engot. sabi ko, di naman! hahaha. i sang a little bit of BAKIT. naloka sya! hahahaha! then usap na sila ni joie.

then di ko na alam, nakatulog na pala ako. zzzzZZZZzzZZzzzzzzzZZZZZzz.

TUESDAY:
- ready na ang lahat sa pagpasok. wala pa talaga ako balak. pero kailangan samahan si busie. di pa marunong! POOOTAKTE! pagdating namin, NO CLASSES! shiet! malas. we decided to stroll na lang muna sa SM. tae! napagastos na naman kami ng di oras. buise bought another cd. PINOY ROCK something. yung may PEPE SMITH. hilig nya yun eh. then i bought the new issue of MTV INK. la lang. wala ako mabili eh. pooota! gusto ko bumili ng TUGISH TAKISH! next time! next time!

WEDNESDAY:
- pasok pasok. it's good to see my school buddies again! i attended the masscomm officer's meeting. (pero di ako officer! haha) nakigulo lang! hahaha. then uwi na rin.

THURSDAY:
- di ako pumasok. but i'm gonna meet my sisters sa SM. bibili kami ng gift for our mom. for FATHER's DAY! hahaha! weird? go figure why! we bought her a new pair of sandals. mahilig sya dun eh. we found a cute pair in Celine. ayos!

FRIDAY:
- shiet! may gig ngayon ang Imago at Sandwich for Play for Serve sa Mayric's. i wanna go! sayang! wala akong kasama! excited na kami umuwi! hahaha.

SATURDAY:
-uwian na! YEHEY!

actually marami nangyari, natatamad lang ako mag update! hahaha! next time!

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i bought new cds.

---> hahaha! sa webcam kasi yan eh! tae!

gusto ko ng tugish takish saka ng pinoy blonde! aiii!

sige... laterrrrrrrrrrrrr...

shamrock.

2005-06-11T12:50:00.000+08:00

i noticed shamrock's frontman MARK kinda look like CONSTANTINE MAROULIS. hehe...

wala lang! hehe...

ms. serious! whut?

twilight.

2005-06-11T09:24:00.000+08:00

according to Mr. Webster...

twi-light (twi ' lit')
-the subdued light just after sunset or sometimes, just before sunrise.

but according to KJWAN's single twilight means...

-a gradual decline

anywho, whatever it meant, i am truly, madly, crazily in love with that song! hahaha! and would it be right if i say, i do not twilight, twilight? hahaha. whut? guess not!

had a pretty rough mornin'. well not really. ( labo no?) i was just a little puyat. as always. i waited for KJWAN's performance on last night's NU Independence Day Sessions aired live at NU Rock. and i got a little pissed 'cause it seems that i've waited longer for them to play than the length of their performance! they only sang 2 friggin' songs! of course "DALIRI" was still on the list! (ano pa nga ba? hehe) i'm sure if they sang one more of that song, the boys will start to yeah, puke! haha! and was so happy and pretty emotional (gagooooo! haha) when they sang TWILIGHT!!! it's not just because it's my favorite KJWAN song, it also brings back happy memories! wahahaha! wtf? but that's the truth! i got pretty senti while hearing them last night. (uy, di ako umiyak ha! humikbi lang! wahahahaha!) but after twilight, that was it! the end of the perf! shiet! BITIN, man! but as always, it was a great performance nonetheless!

and i remembered kuya joel telling me earlier when we talked that he's having a slight problem with Jhoon's sched. the Kapatid people demands to have jun at an early time, (for a Kapatid gig) which would be quite impossible, because KJWAN had 2 gigs yesterday. (one at Le Pavillion and of course the NU event.) and their call time for NU was around 11. he was a little panicked (i'm sure!) for he doesn't want to cause any conflicts (knowing JOEL "the very professional" ELLORIN), i bet cutting the performance short was the best remedy he can think of. POOR KUYA JOEL. di na nawalan ng problema... but like what he told me "... kaya naman lahat gawan ng paraan eh. kahit imposible, try kong gawan ng paraan..." awwww.

kuya joel and i had yet another interesting convo yesterday. as always he never failed to make me laugh. he's the most kulit! he's a wacko! hahaha! but our talk yesterday was kinda... odd (in a crazy hilarious, mental way! hahaha) i can't believe we talked about a lot of crazy stuffs, like dirty socks, his lola, his STILL missing mojo! (that one was hilarious, i suggested he should ask marc, probably he stole it or something! hahaha), a lot of new chismis, KUYA BOOGIES new HOT self, marc and reems, his weight loss and struggles from being diabetic (struggles talaga! hahaha!), the music industry, his other band (he also manages 18th issue, a cool new band sorta like Parokya but more handsomer and of a Slapshock feel, according to kuya joel... oooops, haha), his fear of eating BALUT and ipis, and his free tutorial on how to avoid being too obvious on times of crisis, like when you feel like you need to UU! (a.k.a. tumae... oooof!) yah! believe me! he really, truly taught me how to! talkin' bout craziness! hahahaha! we really had a fun talk. i can't stop crackin'! as always! hahahaha.

but we also had our more serious ones, pretty much at the mid part of our talk. i'm not gonna spill it. i promised! more of his struggles of being a manager (not just with KJWAN but also with his past "alaga's". his issues, from where he started before he become what he is today, his "hinaing's" and all the bitterness. but i'm sure he doesn't regret any of it. 'cause look at him now! he's doin' a great job with the band and he's the nicest, most giving, industrious person i know. he really is. he's the coolest! i can't believe he'll conform to me! i was trully shocked with some of his revalations that i feel a little sorry for joel. but i'm sure that's over for him now. and now, he has the last laugh! so screw that old friggin' bastard! ( some opinions were deleted on this entry to avoid misunderstandings... but the author very much meant what she wrote!) i just can't believe he's that selfish! haaaaaaaaay.

i'm just happy kuya joel and i had serious talks like this beyond the KJWAN chuvas. he's a pretty cool, hard working guy and i think he deserve all the credits he could possibly get. so kuya joel, if ever you'll be reading this entry, KUDOS and more power to you! you'll always be my favorite KJWAN member! hahaha!

kita kits sa July 8 at Mayric's for KJWAN's free PARTEEEEEEY! this night is gonna be fun! i'm sure!

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got a message from BeaU! after a loooooooong time! aiii! i was so kilig! he apologized for not buzzing in for quite some time, he just got a little busy, he said. well, it's so damn fine for me! i kinda missed that guy. and man, i love that 'fro! too bad he cut it! can't wait for him to be a star! hahaha! WHATTAMOUTH!!!

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got another message from SIB! he said he's gonna update me with his band's (Day One) gig scheds. they're currently recording their EP. can't wait for that! and they're planning on joining MUZIKLABAN. i'm pretty sure i'll be rooting for them! can't wait to catch those guys in action! i can't believe Karl Roy commented he can pass for a POP star! hahaha! that's fun!

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and yeah wanna send a shout out to my hommie CARLAnotBEARanymore (i know you're saying wtf? right now! hahaha! HOMMIE huh! haha!): girl, thanks for greeting me on your bloggie blog! it really meant so much to me! as well as the very touching new testimonial. i love you to pieces and can't wait to hang out with you soon! YABU!
and yeah, SIB is the craziest! but i really lab him, dood! WANNA SEE KYAN!!! punta ka ba? i wanna take with that friggin' queer! oooh! he's so HOT! haha!

and to NIKAWL: thanks for the call, sweetie! i really appreciate you calling just to greet me! SALAMAT SALAMAT! that was the sweetest thing anyone ever did to me on my birthday! i love you qin ai dee! aiii! and i'm happy for you! (the beso!) hahaha! see you around!

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hayyyyyy... one more day and i'm bound to get back on the dorm again! i'm gonna miss DUPIE and MAMA. and watching OPRAH. and i'm gonna miss blogging. oh well, on the other hand, i'm looking forward living there with my 2 sisters and Masaya naman. i'm sure it's gonna be fun fun! i'm sure we're gonna invade Mayric's as often as we can! hahaha!

and before i forgot, i watched 8 mile yesterday! can i just say, EMINEM is the shiet?! i love that "sex" scene on the factory! ooooh! HOT! hahaha! you might be thinking now i'm some kind of a psycho! hahahaha!

isn't the emoticons cute? hahahaha! got a little obssesed! sorry! wahahahaha!
well this is my fave: hahaha! and this: what do you think? hahaha!

oh well, hope you guys will have the craziest most fun day!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

im out...

laterrrrrr.

uuuuuuyyy...

2005-06-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

lagot na.

monty: kelan tayo labas?
joie: next wik pde na ko
monty: yey promise mo yan?
joie: il stay na sa mnla
joie: ndi promise
joie: 22o
monty: yey tara promise ha?
monty: wag ka magaalala ako pupunta sayo
joie: kasi promises r made 2b broken
joie: sige ba
joie: sabi mo yan
monty: yeahp yeahp
monty: kamustahin mo si Z para sakin

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joie: san tau punta?
monty: kakain lang noh, malamang kung dorm ka bawal ka gabihin dba?
joie: sige ba
joie: tama
joie: lagot ako pag ginabe
joie: san tau?
joie: turo2?
monty: ouba sa mister kebab nakakain ka na dun?
monty: sa may quezon ave lang yun lapit sa uste
joie: nope
monty: ayun sama mo sis mo masarap duon soleeeeeeeeeeeeed

laterrrrr...

movie marathon.

2005-06-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

i don't do much when i'm home. i just bum around and WATCH the tube! haha!
here are the movies i watched the past week:

and i forgot the other 18263548294795723. hahahaha! basta i'm a bum. i don't do much!

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i'm so happy! i discovered this SIBshow forum! and sib actually replied to my post! i'm so KILIG!!!

hey zshali!

thanks for loving the show... i love it too in a very sick, narcissistic sorta way... hahaha...

i keed, i keed...

we try our best not to bore you with our 30 minutes of t.v. time each week...yep! i have band and we've been recording... hopefully the e.p. will be out within the next couple of months...

you go to shows regularly?

i love you SIB!!! aiii! can't wait to meet him soon!

---> and his band of course! aiii!

the queers are comin'!

2005-06-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

---> these two queers are comin'!

thom and kyan of the queer eye for the straight guy are visiting this 11th of june at greenbelt at around 10 in the evening!

i really really wanna come! i wanna see KYAN! i just love him!

goodluck sakin!

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sir joel : whos SIB?
zsho: hey joel
sir joel : hi musta?
zsho: sib is my fantasy!
sir joel : sino sya?
zsho: sib sibulo
zsho: basta
zsho: haha
sir joel : lam mo naman ako tsismoso minsan..

kulit talaga ni kuya joel! but he's the coolest! nagdrama na naman! hahaha...

and here's KJWAN's full gig sched for june and july courtesy of JOEL "kulit" ELLORIN!

JUNE:
08-Club V
09-Orsem ateneo
10-CSB freshmen day Le pavilion, Roxas blvd
-NU independence day session, Party central
16-Conspiracy Bar
17-6underground
18-Fete dela musique, El pueblo
25-Valenzuela astrodome
26-World trade center

JULY:
01-UP bahay ng alumni
03-SM north edsa
08-SM megamall
-Mayrics
10-SM manila
15-Mapua
16-SM centerpoint
17-SM bicutan
23-SM southmall

gigs gigs... yeah right!

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---> latest addiction! can you blame me?

xie xie ni men!

2005-06-06T10:59:00.000+08:00

-> from masaya! thanks dood!

a lot had greeted me yesterday. thank you thank you! i've never felt so much loved! not until my birthday! hahaha! seriously, thanks! i truly appreciate it!

shout outs to all those who greeted me: masaya, kettyboy, kay, belle, saging, joana (i miss you!), marky, MO, carla, eunice, boods, eureka, acee (june 3 pa lang, nabati na ko! haha! labyu!), mongmong (with a PAPAH na! aiii!), dhen, anche dionepeg, naj, doogie (how's your birthday?!), paolo, kim, and of course MY FAMILY and my extended family! i love you all!

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yesterday's SIB ep was fun! he went to the GREYHOUNDZ album launch.

SIB: what's your message to the president of the Philippines?
GREYHOUNDZ: More power, less traffic!

hahaha! i felt bad for sib when he read that nasty hate mail! awwwww. i felt the other way around anyways!!! i love you SIB! yeah right! as if you're reading this! hehehe.

i also enjoy SAM's RATED OH! at the ETC channel. yesterday's ep was fun as well. the surprise was pretty cool! haha! sam is so cute! which made me remember it's promo spiel, hahaha! the " kuya jason i'm ready" spiel. kasi that KUYA JASON there is my classmate Jason! hahaha! SIKAT! :)

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KRIS AND JAMES SET TO BE MARRIED NEXT YEAR?

wtf? JAMES? my JAMES? huwaaaaaaaat?

well, it's not that i have anything against krissy. it's just that... it's TOO early and TOO fast. it really shocked the hell out of me! i mean never in my wildest dreams that i thought that it's gonna happen! i mean KRIS is KRIS and JAMES is JAMES! labo?!? hmmmm... i just only thought that JAMES is way too out of KRIS' league. you know what i mean right?! not in a nega way ha. well, that's not possible now, is it? the fact that they're getting hitched is enough explanation! haaaay! bilis ng panahon. parang kahapon lang i was just rooting for james sa UAAP and ngayon, ikakasal na sya!

it was just unbelievable! haaaaaaaaaay! anyway, i'm happy for JAMES! jackpot sya! hahahaha!

i hope they'll be happy!

i remembered tuloy my friend JR, who used to be a basketball varsity player in my university. he used to be JAMES' best buddy and teammate in ILOILO. JR used to make kwento about their fun escapades as badboys in ILOILO. ang pangit pa ni james nun! hahahaha! ayoko pa nga ibalik yung pictures nila kay JR eh! hahaha! i miss JR! hahahaha!

.... memories! TAE!

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i got this from my FRIEND-ster (cute italian guy... aiiii!)
COS!

dear someone..

A two man exhibit by Allan jay Balisi and Costantino Zicarelli entitled " STORIES THAT END WITH LETTER I" will have a cahnge of date it will be on JULY 13, 2005, at BIG SKY MIND Gallery Cafe' at 66b Dona J. Rodriguez, E. Rodriguez Sr. Ave. Q.C. (infront of Mcdonalds)
[please tell who ever is interested about the new schedule please..thank you..

P.S. to whom i havent sent the invitation please reply to me for more info. thanks..

P.P.S. may book launch rin sa exhibit dont know how much it will cost..and i think we will print about 20 copies for the first realese (not sure) bhala na basta may book launch and exibt hehehe!!!

your loving cos

aiii! MASAYA, calling MASAYA! punta ba tayo? exhibit ni costantino zicarelli!

hahaha!

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i'm friggin hungry! i hope TYLER FLORENCE can cook for me! hehe.

later guys...

20's are soon to be over.

2005-06-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

one more day of being 20. tomorrow, it's official. my 21st year of LIFE.

me and the gang decided to celebrate it earlier. went to alabang. we had lunch at max's. pretty neat. we were all full after.

then me, joie, busie and ek watched HOUSE OF WAX! ganda! patayan! hahaha! CHAD MURRAY is the sexiest! and isn't it cool seeing Paris Hilton die? what's better than that? THAT's HOT! hahaha!

it's kinda weird how people are texting and greeting me already. well, i think it's sweet as well. it's just that it's WEIRD.

i got myself a new cd. ORANGE and LEMON's STRIKE WHILST THE IRON IS HOT. haven't heard it yet. but i'm sure it's AWESOME! i still have a long list. (HALE, MAYO, PEDICAB, MCR, LIFEHOUSE, BRIDGE, MARTY MCFLY, CITRIC MAPLE, and a LOOOT LOOOT MORE!) i hope to get all of that soon.

i think i'm gonna miss the Ragna event tomorrow. hay. i'm gonna watch SIB's show na lang. :)

i miss my friends. so i'm gonna send a shout out to my KJWAN buddies:
acee, saging, carla, doogie, moja, paolo, chachu, carol, venus and KUYA JOEL!
i miss you all guys!

DOOGIE, HAPPY 18th BEERday! i lab yu! enjoy your special day!

i'm gonna enjoy mine as well!

see you at the MAYRIC's PARTY on July 8!

tomorrow, i'll be 21!

i miss.

2005-06-01T08:31:00.000+08:00

it's the first day of the month! i should be happy. my birthday's fast approaching.
it's not that i'm not happy, it's just that i'm not looking forward to it that much. EWAN.

i woke up this morning with a slight headache. actually, i'm enduring this pain last night pa, while watching CRISS' SUPERNATURAL. i have to sleep right away, and miss WHATEVER THINGS. well, i'm starting to feel better, after taking alaxan.

i never had the chance to catch the vid shoot for twilight. but i'm really excited for it, 'cause it's one of my fave songs in the album. here are some of the scenes from the video. EXCITING!

---> kuya marc crying over something. i wonder why. hmmmmmm... REEMA? yay!

---> ooooh... powerful hands! hahahaha! it's kuya boogie's and a little kel in the background.

a lot of kuya boogie shots! hahaha!

talkin' bout BOOGIE, he's going to celebrate his 26th(?) birthday on the 3rd!

HAPPY BEERday KUYA BOOGIE!

i can't believe a banker guy could look as HOT as this! (even with make up!)

anyway, KUYA MARC's dad, MANOLO ABAYA, directed the video which means it's more than good!

hahaha! like father like son! CUTE!

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oh well, i gotta split. gotta catch OPRAH soon.

i miss you guys!

and thanks for the greetings!

see yah soon!

countdown to my BEERday: 3 more days to go!

SUMMER is ovah!

2005-05-31T16:57:00.000+08:00

yah. summer will definitely be over soon. it's not the best thing in the world so i'm not looking forward to it that much. hehe.

well, i had a wonderful summer. more than bumming around and doing nothing, i went to a lot of great places met a lot of new and cool people, and simply enjoying life.

well, not ALL had been good. but let's leave the BAD ones, shall we?

if summer is over, it only means one thing, SCHOOL's BACK.
hay! puyatan na naman especially this semester i'm taking my thesis. and i have a lot of catchin' up to do. and i'm not too excited about it. the only things i'm giddy about going back is to finally reunite with my friends! after 2 damned months im gonna see them again! can't wait to go crazy with them again!

and of course, my favorite... watching sweaty guys on court! hahaha!
UAAP is back! 68th season. and we're gonna host this year so it can be really exciting! i wonder if BEAU will still be our sportscaster. i miss that guy. he's the very first guy who called me Z! and i wonder if they'll let ILLIE play this year! oh, man, just the thought of the whole thing makes me go back to the past! hahahaha! cheesy shiet! well, i really miss illie. i hope he still knows my name! haha! so if ever you guys spotted a FALCON player wearing jersey no. 4, that's THE BOY I LONG TO SEE! 'nuff said!

SCHOOL WILL BE EXCITING AFTER ALL! *wink*

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i know you guys somehow see me as someone who is low, shallow and kaka mainly because of my posts who are more often than not about BOYS. well, forgive me! I LURVE THEM!!! pretty please?

here's another BOY TOY. the first time i saw him, i was just hit by his appeal! it was LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT for me!

---> JONATHAN "sib" SIBULO

he's the next big thang! i'm tellin' you! and if you're not aware of this fine fella then you're so OUT, man! so check him out at THE SIB SHOW every SUNDAYS at 5:30, only on JACK TV!

and he's my MARRY ME GUY fo the month of JUNE! sweeeeeeet!

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one of my most fave shows right now is...

besides the fact that EDISON CHEN and JOSH are uber hot boy toys, the show just truly rocks! the JACKASS of ASIA.

and MACKY LIM won the whatever things contest last january. that's somethin' we should be proud of, FILIPINOS.

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i watched Miss Universe this morning. too bad Ms. Philippines didn't make it even on the Top 15, but at least she brought home the award for Ms. Photogenic!

---> Gionna Cabrera (Ms. P.I.)

i've been rooting for Ms. Mexico. in all honesty, "naTIBO" ako sa kanya! hahaha! she so damn pretty!

---> Laura Elizondo (pwitty!)

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i told myself that if ever i'd be given a chance to chose what i would love to look like, this is it.

---> this girl's beauty is unbelievable! i LOVE her! super!

"... i don't want you here, messin' with my mind..."

haha.

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anyways, Masaya passed this Musical Baton to me.

Total volume of music files on my computer: 249 MB (including the videos and other nasty stuffs! haha!)

The last CD I bought was: Imago - Take 2

Song playing right now: Caress by The Pin-up Girls

Five songs I listen to: DAMI! i'm a MUSIC FREAK! but right now...

1. Bakit Part 1 by Mayo
2. Destiny by Zero 7
3. Helena by My Chemical Romance
4. Sleeps With Butterflies by Tori Amos
5. Love Song by 311

Five people to whom I’m passing the baton:

hmmmm...

1. nicole
2. sanie
3. carla
4. cheddar
5. naj

that's about it!

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i still don't know what i'm gonna do on my birthday! haha. dito na lang siguro ako sa bahay! and celebrate it na lang with my family and with...

SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIBBBBB!

hehe.

it's a sunday you know. and THE SIB SHOW is every Sundays at 5:30 only on Jack TV!

yey!

countdown to my BEERday: 4 more days mothafackas!

see you when i see you!

POOOOOOTAHH!

2005-05-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

---> someone? pleeeeeeeease?

i'm so down, depressed, sad, lonely, fucked up! lahat na ng nega vibe na maiisip mo!

in short,

I FEEL LIKE SHIT!

totally!

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just discovered that KJWAN's ATC gig was cancelled!

BULLSHIET!

now, what do i do? where are MOJOE's promises? pano na ang ultimate hang out namin ng mga KJWAN buddies ko?

PAANO NA??!

i'll just go to their june 5 gig i suppose!

probably a better DAY to celebrate my birthday...

i HOPE!

countdown to my BEERday: 7 days to go before my BEERday!

i miss you all!

and PAO, thanks for making me happy even for a while! hahaha!

PAOLO: Z!!!
PAOLO: la ako mabwiset. pasenxa
zsho: ay nako! sige ok lang
zsho: ask joel why the june 4 gig was cancelled?!
zsho: sabihin mo i'm overly down and i wanna commit suicide!
PAOLO: kokonsensyahin ko siya about the atc gig

go, BO, go!

2005-05-26T11:54:00.000+08:00

---> this guy should have won!

i haven't been really following AI religiously, but whenever i have time, i really watch. i fell in love with BO BICE the very first time i saw him perform. his voice, his looks, his hair, man, everything is so smooth! hahaha! and he's so deserving to be part of the final 2. oh well, CONSTANTINE should be the one with him. no offense to the CARRIE fans, but i think, the past seasons had so much divas in the making already. why not give ROCKERS a chance?

oh well, it has been an ultra cool season. but still for me, BO should have won, man!

BO SHOULD HAVE WON!!!

oh well, my rants will not do anythin' about it na rin naman! haaaaaay!

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i'm so overly badtrip and depressed TODAY! shiet!

I WANNA DIE! can someone kill me now? PLEASE? i'm willing to pay. just make sure, i'll still look good on my last breath.

i had the weirdest fuckin' dream. tang ina! laughtrip!

another reason that i wanna DIE!

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CHA!!!

what the hell happened to you?

i miss you terribly!

MAG - INGAT KA NA NGA!

i lab yu, dood!

blaine or angel? who's your MAGIC man?

2005-05-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

i've always been super fascinated with magic and illusions. i don't know why.

pero 2 of my most fave magicial/illusionists are david blaine and criss angel.

they're not just great magic men, they're both HOT as well! hahaha!

well, una kong nakilala si david blaine. he's this popular street magician. super galing ng mga stunts nya. i remembered his FROZEN IN TIME stint! super galing. he was trapped in a big bloke of ice for 3 whole days. i also love his card tricks. and the elevation trick was also believable ha. basta mabilis akong napabilib nitong si david blaine.

pero iba 'tong si criss angel. after i watched his tv special in star world, last year, mas mabilis akong napa WOW sa kanya and parang naging loser ang tingin ko sa tricks ni blaine. believe me when i say na SUPER ILLUSIONIST talaga si criss! and here's the catch, di lang sya STREET MAGICIAN, he also performs on stage. galing! super. and he has so many kick ass stunts na di mo aakalain na magagawa pa ng normal na tao. kaya mo bang maglakad sa pader? or, maglakad sa taas ng water tank ng nakablindfold. ilan lang yan sa mga stunts nya! IDOL!

i read this somewhere.

Illusionist Criss Angel Calls Out David Blaine
(Thursday, October 30, 2003, 10:59 AM)
By Kate O'Hare

LOS ANGELES (Zap2it.com) - Now that David Blaine is out of the clear box that was his home for 44 days during a recent starvation stunt in London, his fellow New York illusionist Criss Angel is throwing down the gauntlet for a magical "High Noon."
"He said [on the radio] that he wanted to do something side by side," Angel says. "Then when my camp contacted his camp on three or four different occasions, they wanted nothing to do with it.
"I'm about, say what you do, do what you say. If you don't really feel that way, then don't go shooting off your mouth. To me, it's about the principle. I don't care about the money. I would do it just to prove a point, so people can see who the best magician is today, and who's the most provocative. I would donate all my money to charity.

"I would love the opportunity to show the world that what he does is stuff that's not really pushing any envelopes."
According to a Page Six story in the New York Post back in November 2002, Blaine, "weary of the lesser-known Angel's constant taunts," told WPLJ radio that he thought he and Angel "should seal themselves in a 'bubble' and see who lasts the longest without food or water."
Well, Blaine did just that, lasting for the aforementioned 44 days, suspended over the River Thames. Angel remains unimpressed.
"The problem I have with him," Angel says, "is he shoots off his mouth in the press about doing a challenge side-by-side, then he runs off to London because he can't face his biggest fear -- me."
For what it's worth, Blaine didn't say "neener-neener Criss Angel" or anything else like it when he was released from the box. He's currently off the media radar while recovering from his ordeal.
Angel has also performed public stunts, including spending 24 hours chained, shackled and submerged in a 220-gallon water tank without food, sleep or potty breaks in Aug. 2002. In a nod to Houdini, Angel gave up his oxygen at the last minute and wriggled successfully out of his restraints.
Earlier that year, in February, he hung for nearly six hours from eight fishhooks over Times Square.
Angel -- the only two-time winner, in 2001 and 2004, of the International Magicians Society's Merlin Award for magician of the year -- also had a Broadway show called "Mindfreak" that ran for almost 600 performances, and inspired an ABC Family special of the same name that aired last October.
"I've chosen a different path [from Blaine]," Angel says, "the path of actually having a live show. He's never had a live show in his life."
This year, Angel has a new, one-hour special, "Supernatural," premiering Friday, Oct. 31, at 9 p.m. ET, on Sci Fi Channel.
Angel blends a rock 'n' roll sensibility with a Goth-chick fashion sense, rippling physique and fondness for large-scale, death-wish illusions. He is musically inclined (composing the score for his performances), sports black finger and toenails, and accessorizes with chains.
Filmed in part at Universal Theme Park in Orlando, Fla., "Supernatural" finds Angel crawling up buildings, passing a quarter through his skin, spontaneously combusting and having otherworldly creatures burst from his chest.
But Angel has not had any network-TV specials, while Blaine has had four on ABC: "Street Magic," "Magic Man," "Frozen in Time" (which included his release from a block of ice in Times Square) and "Vertigo" (which included the end of his endurance perch atop a pole in New York's Bryant Park).
Not having been on network primetime doesn't bother Angel, he says. "I like to have my hand in everything on my TV specials. I'm the executive producer; I direct it; I create it. I write all the music for my TV special and my live performance. It's on my label. I write it; I produce it.
"Having that control means I do things on a smaller level, and as I do things on a smaller level, they gain a lot of momentum and become larger and larger. For me, it's not about bubblegum or about being on television, who I'm dating, what my personal life is. It's about my art."
And it's about going toe-to-toe with his rival. "It's about innovating and creating new ideas," Angel says. "That's why it's so important for Blaine to face me. At the end of the day, the public would love to see it. It would elevate the art form. Just like a sporting event, a boxing match or whatever, it really brings out the best in both parties.
"Anytime, anywhere, any challenge -- I'm prepared for him. It's insignificant to me [what it is] because, at the end of the day, I'll be the one who wins. There's no way I would lose. It's absolutely impossible."

i can't imagine what's gonna happen pag nagtapat na si dave at si criss! baka sila na lang dalawa matira sa mundo! hahahaha!

for me, angas silang dalawa! and they're both cute!
pero i think i'm more hooked to criss. imagine gumawa pa ako ng friendster account nya before? hahaha. kaya if you want to join, add nyo na lang si criss angel! hahaha! crissangel_mindfreak@yahoo.com. para masaya!

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anyway, PAOPAO texted me last night. CHACHU is in ICU daw due to a heart problem. let's pray for her guys. PLEASE?

CHACHU! i miss you! pagaling ka!

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uy, tumitindi ang mga pagbati para sa BEERday ko ah! SALAMAT guys! kita kita sa june 4 ha!

AY LAB YU OL!

countdown to my BEER day: 10 more days, BEERday ko na!

shwim, shwim, shwim.

2005-05-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

we went to antipolo for another family trip. me and the gang went to antipolo church. we do that every year. FUN FUN!

we wnt to this farm/resort LORELAND. it's a neat place! and there are lots of uber cute guyzzzzzzzzzz! hahaha!

kaya lang i don't have stills of the pools. sayang. but they have about 16 pools ata. and lahat yun pinuntahan namin. hahaha! addict!

anyway,

i have pictures of the cool view!

syempre i never forgot taking stills of... MYSELF!!! wahahahaha!

ito pa!

and I LOVE THIS PIC! wahahahaha!

STARRING: JOIE in KAKATAE!

jokes lang!

saya saya!

uy, guys, check out my multiply site ha!

http://zshali.multiply.com

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LIBREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! yehey! MAYRICS is just a few steps away from my friggin' dorm! saya!

kita kita dun ha!

pero kita kits muna sa june 4! BEER day ko mga mehn! saka ni DUGAY! aylabshu DOOGIE! and to ,y fwend VENUS din on june 8 naman!

and don't forget... KUYA BOOGIE! on the 3rd!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOGS!

BEERDAY na ito!

kita kits sabi ni kuya JOEL! yehey!

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and this is what boredom do to you!

PATHETIC! hahaha!

ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR SUMMER FOLKS!

countdown to my BEERday: 13 more days!

aiii! :)

i miei amanti italiani.

2005-05-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

^ meaning... MY ITALIAN LOVERS. haha.

just watched 2 movies yesterday.

*OVOSODO.

In this bittersweet coming-of-age comedy, seven-year-old Piero (Matteo Campus) lives in Livorno, a city along the coast of Tuscany, in a low-rent shantytown the locals call "Ovosodo" (which literally translates as "hard boiled eggs"). Piero is forced to grow up at an early age after the death of his mother, leaving his father to raise him and his mentally challenged brother on his own. As Piero turns 13 (now played by Malcolm Lunghi), his dad -- a second rate criminal with no gift for staying out of jail -- complicates matters by bringing his new (and pregnant) girlfriend Mara (Monica Brachini) to live with the family. Despite his difficult childhood, Piero is a bright boy, and he is encouraged to pursue greater educational opportunities by Giovanna (Nicoletta Braschi), a widow who teaches at his school. Piero gains a friend at his new school, Tommaso (Marco Cocci), a rich but troubled boy, and a few years, later the 18-year-old Piero (Edoardo Gabbriellini) finds love with a girl named Lisa, though sadly it's not destined to last. Ovosodo won the Special Jury Prize at the 1997 Venice Film Festival.

as usual, i fell in love with one of the characters. but hey, don't get me wrong i got hooked with the movie too.

TOMASSO played by a band vocs/actor Marco Cocci.

---> one word. CUTE!

---> he's part of this band called MALFUNK. shet! where the hell will i get this?

---> marco with the MALFUNK boys.

doesn't he remind you of BRANDON BOYD?

here's my other italian luvah!

---> OLIVIER MARTINEZ. one word. SHEEEEEEEEEET.

he's this lusty guy who made richard gere and diane lane's life miserable in the movie UNFAITHFUL.

who will not get attracted to those friggin' eyes?

all these ITALIAN chuvas got the hang of me. hahahaha. me and the gang were actually thinking of a cool name for the band and all i do is share my italian knowledge! hahahaha!

hey, CHACHU, PEROSO sounds cool. why not? hehehe.

oh well, nananaginip na naman ako ng gising. hahahahaha!

hey, in reality i have an ITALIAN FRIEND-ster. hahaha. he's name is COSTANTINO. haven't seen him yet but i bet he's cute! hahaha! ITALIAN GUYS are the sexiest! AWWWWWW!

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i had a little chat with kuya joel yesterday. hehe. ANG KULIT MO KUYA JOEEEEEL!

joel: :D hoy
zsho: JOEL!
joel: uy twilight shoot may29
zsho: saan?
zsho: pwede pumunta ulit?
zsho: hehehehe
joel: syempre kaso lng di ko pa sure venue kung saan
joel: update ko kayo..
joel: ano plano mo sa bday mo?
zsho: wala pa nga eh
zsho: gusto ko manood ng gig nyo sa 4.
zsho: tuloy ba yung sa alabang kuya joel?
joel: tuloy yun...

and gagawan daw nya ng paraan na huli yung gig sa alabang para stay daw sila after ng gig! SWEEEEEEEEET! i lab kuya joel talaga! BAIT!

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hey, check out my multiply account, peeps!!!

hehe.

later.

i think i found dave!

2005-05-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

i didn't give up! hahaha!

just found loads of pics. i'm just not that sure if this really is dave abaya.

shet!

can someone tell me?

click this for a better view.

my only clues are:

* he's BAD BURN's guitarist
* he strums out prickly chords on his FLYING V guitar
* a slight resemblance to marc

so far, i think that's him. pero ewan. di pa rin ako sure.

basta super intrigued lang talaga ako. kasi matagal ko na sya naririnig.

hahaha! labo ko no?

well, if that's him, ok naman. CUTE din. pero marc is still way HOT-tttt-ER! hehehehe.

tell me what you think.

drop me a comment!

later.

brothah... sistah...

2005-05-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

i've always been curious, kung sino nga ba talaga si dave abaya?

he seems so mysterious. basta alam ko lang younger bro sya ni kuya marc. saka he's from a band called BAD BURN. pero yun lang. di ko pa sya nakikita kahit kelan. TAE!

CURIOUS na ko!

ito lang meron ako eh. band pics.

hala!

gusto ko sya makita!!!

labo ko! hahahaha!

oh well, darating ang tamang panahon. hahaha!

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uy, who's your fave

hahaha! la lang! naalala ko lang sila. favorite ko sila nung grade 6 ako eh! wahahahaha!

ako, favorite ko si:

VICTORIA "posh" ADAMs BECKHAM.

kasi maangas sya. saka...

ang gwapo ni david!!!

hahaha!

kayo? who's your fave at bakit? post me a comment!

*yuck! cheesy post! pakelam mo? taena!

hahaha!

bakit part 18,456,304.

2005-05-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

ayos ba sa title?

hahahaha!

pero totoo yan. ganyan kadami ko nang beses natanong kung... BAKIT?

hay.

had so much fun watching MTV HANGING OUT kanina.
is so cute! hahaha! sudden change of feelings! LAB KO NA ULIT SI KUYA MARC! shieeeeeeeeet!

i just love this guy so much. right after i saw that close up commercial, i just fell in love!

---> now tell me, who will not love that face, that BODY! WILL DEVAUGHN is the shiet! hahaha!

*boys na naman?* hahaha!

oo nga pala!!!

CONGRATULATIONS DIEGO!!!

---> he's gonna be a dad soon! shiet! i wanna have that PEDICAB album. it's out na raw.

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anyway, because of the ULTIMATE boredom, i only rely to a lot of music.

here's my week's pick! (ayos!)

* Gorillaz - feel good inc.
* Oasis - Lyla
* Mayonnaise - Bakit Part 1 and 2
* MCR - Helena
* Pedicab - Dizzyboy
* Cambio - Dina
* Lifehouse - the new song (forgot the title. hahaha)
* OnL - Hanggang Kailan
* Slapshock - (yeah, you're readin' it right, somethin' from Jamir!) Miles Away
* Hale - The Day You Kissed Goodnight
* Tori Amos - sleeps With Butterflies
* 13 Needles - Cab One
* Keane - Bedshaped
* Cynthia Alexander - One Hundred eight Eyes
* Drip - Pushing Away
* Fatboy Slim - Joker

waaaaah!

i'm happy na. MEDYO. mahirap pero ok lang.

hahaha!

bye na muna...

later.

steady.

2005-05-15T11:17:00.000+08:00

---> out of reach...

yesterday was yet another FAMILY day! haha! me and the gang went to MONTE VISTA. wala lang. TRIPPING na naman. i was kinda hesitant to go the other day. ewan. parang nakakatamad. but then, i really had fun naman. haha.

swim swim swim! kahit di marunong! hahaha...

here are the camera addicts.

me and joie / me and dupsie

my hommie lil MONTY and me.

me and masaya / a rare pic with my mom!

and a whollta me.

we had fun taking crazy pics!

wahahahahahahaha!

a lot of BUSIE pics! haha!

and the very infamous IMAGO pose!

---> check out busie's new ABBA look! yay!

tiring but fun!

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---> i miss this guy! shet! he's the very first person who called me Z! he's the original! haha!

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these guys are the finest! these are my original pinoy heroes!

laughtrip!

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Knew the signs wasn’t right I was stupid, for a while Swept away, by you And now I feel like a fool So confused My heart’s bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never met to be Catch myself, from despair I could drown if I stay here Keeping busy, everyday I know I will be ok But I’m So confused My heart’s bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never met to be So much hurt, so much pain Takes a while to regain What is lost inside And I hope that in time You’ll be out of my mind I’ll be over you And know I’m So confused My heart’s bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never met to be Out of reach, so far, You never gave your heart In my reach, I can see There’s a life out there for me...

yeah, right!

when the BANANA splits.

2005-05-13T17:34:00.000+08:00

Zach Lucero has worn many hats in his very long lifetime - NU107 DJ, drummer of the bands Imago and Garlic, tabla and cajon master, mastering engineer, comedian, and magician. To some he’s also known for terrorizing hapless Trapik.com jocks and newbie NU newscasters. To others, he is simply known as his secret identity “Rolly.”
But on Friday, he’ll be giving up one of his zillion hats as he leaves the life of a radio station jock to “try other other things. “

His farewell broadcast is scheduled this Friday during his regular 2 to 6 PM time slot. Joining him onboard is his ex-partner in crime Joey (aka “Joey Bandot") as they get together one last time to perform “Zach and Joey in the morning in the afternoon".
Zach issued a short and solemn statement via text announcing his decision. He said (and we quote), “M leavin nu107. Its an indefinite leave . Its tym 2 try nu things n lyf. Nw in d evnt dt i gt run over by a truck r smthing f d sort, do catch my lst shw ds fri. Zach and Joey in d morning in d afternoon! Wahoo!”

i'm sure gonna miss Rolly. NU will never be the same.

i can't imagine not hearing Rolla's beauty tips in the afternoon, the way he farts, burps and coughs on air, his friendster galores during his shift, his rants over traffic, the "patay, buhay, bading" contest, the way he calls me SHABBY, his infectious laugh and a lot more about ROLLY!

i'll always remember that day i went to NU. zach havin' his yosi break outside AIC, that look on his face. I'M NEVER GONNA FORGET THAT.

and i regret not giving him my pasalubong! (bubble tape). ACEEE!!! *sigh*

aiii... senti! well, i'm just sad.

well, i'm sure gonna miss that voice.

---> "if you can't hear me... you'll hear me play the drums. i'm officially signing off. bye." -ZACH

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o shoot!

FRIDAY THE 13th sucks!

dizzy boy easy.

2005-05-13T13:34:00.000+08:00

zsho: hang out naman tayo minsan.
zsho: libre kita!
monty: Wow!!!
monty: promise?!?
zsho: hindi
zsho: hahaha
monty: ganon! hahahahahah
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: hindi joke lang
monty: hehehehhee
zsho: sige libre kita..
zsho: kaya lang baka magtuturo ka
zsho: hahahaha
monty: huh?! magtuturo?!?!
zsho: you know...
zsho: bilmokonyan...
zsho: gets?
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: bilmokonyan --->(bili mo ko nyan)
monty: ahhhhhhh
monty: di noh
monty: ikaw pa bibilhan ko ng fishball
monty: hehheehe
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: how sweet
zsho: fishball
zsho: hahahaha
monty: hahahaha
monty: ang sharap eh
zsho: oo nga.
monty: hehehehe

woke up at around 11. talked to monty until 4 in the mornin'. ulit. haha.

anyway, i'm VERY VERY VERY much addicted to GERARD WAY!

---> this is the guy that i would like to marry someday!

HELENA is the best song right now! i sure am gonna buy their album soon. aiii!

---> MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE rules!!! please dedicate I'M NOT OKAY to me! hahahaha!

and yeah, i also love DIZZY BOY by pedicab! hay! those glasses are the cutest! i wish to have one like that!

---> DIZZY BOY EASY, YOU'RE OBVIOUS... hahaha!

and yeah the new HALE video rocks! so senti na naman! and the new song is so nice. i can relate! hahaha!

hay, i feel so bad. i'm gonna miss the RT event tonight! pakshet!

i wanna see KJWAN, i wanna see MONTY!

just talked to MOJA, she'll share pictures daw!!! YEY!

and we have a plan! hahaha! we're BADDD!

well.

later.

PENNY and ME...

2005-05-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

---> just watched ALMOST FAMOUS.

Actually I’ve watched that movie a thousand times already, but never have I understood the real essence of this in my life. Well is there? I still don’t know.

But I have come to a realization.

The movie basically talks about music, sex, drugs and a whole lot of issues within. Seems like it is easy being a ROCKSTAR. But isn’t this too much of a misconception?

When you see a half naked guy, singing his lungs out in a rock and roll shit, you always think that all they do is roll the joint, fuck some innocent chick, and break all the moral rules. It seems like they get ANYTHING, EVERYTHING they want. Well, maybe…

But fuckin’ pete! Rockstars are sexy!!! Can we forgive them?

Little that we know that these people, these pieces of shit that we are referring to… well, they have feelings too.

They say… “You can’t make friends with rockstars… they’re gonna buy you drinks, you’re gonna meet girls, they’re gonna try to fly you places for free, offer you drugs, yeah it sounds great, BUT THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT YOUR FRIENDS!”

Well… really? (with a confused look)

*see, I have this rockstar friend. Well, errr, yah I guess he’s my friend. Hahaha. Well, it’s kinda funny whenever someone asks me “is (name here) your friend?” I really don’t know what to reply. ‘Cause yah, we do talk a lot, we have talked about a lot of things already, but I still don’t know if I count as his friend. Hahaha. Well, I hope. At least that’s what he told me. Anywho, this rockstar friend of mine, has gone through a lot. I’ve quite witnessed his happy moments. I always thought when you’re living your dream you always have the high moments. Later do I realize that these people have downsides too. I learned that you can never ever please EVERYBODY. There will always be someone out there who would do everything to tear you apart. But I’ve seen him rise above it all. And like what he told me, “it wouldn’t stop me from going.” And it really didn’t. ‘Cause he’s still going. And I’m glad that he is.

Well, I’m no expert. Don’t know too much about the rock ‘n roll lifestyle. I’m no rocker.

I’m not.

I am just a fan. I love rock music. I AM a fan of rock music. Yes, I go to gigs. I sing to every song the band sing . I get a mouthful of nagging from my mom everytime I come home late. But this is life. This is what makes me happy.

I’ve been listening to this band for quite some time now. I’ve never been SO HOOKED with a band before. (well, HANSON is not counted right?) Not until I met these guys. And when I say hooked, I mean HOOKED! And I have a lot of respect and love for them. Ask why? Ewan ko nga ba.

Well, it all started with their song, then, a gig, then another gig, then, another kick ass gig and so on. I’m in almost all of their gigs. At least those that I can go to. And the next thing I know, I’m hangin’ out at the backstage, enjoying every single moment of it.

Which makes me wonder… does this make me a GROUPIE?

A groupie, according to Penny Lane is… someone who sleeps with rockstars. They do this because they wanna meet someone famous. Or they want to look cool.

Errr… I don’t really sleep with rockstars. Haven’t. But definitely HOPING! Hahaha!
And I don’t talk to them just because I want to meet someone famous!!! Or wants to look cool! That’s crap!

Well, on my own dictionary, a groupie is someone who’s in love with music and someone who knows and is willing to be where THE music is. At least for me ha. No violent reaction please. Hehe.

I’m here because of music. Plainly, because of THE music. (I might sound defensive but that’s the way it is! That’s the truth!)

*what do you like about music?
-errr.. to begin with… EVERYTHING! And yes, it includes THE BANDS! Hahaha!

Am I making sense here? I guess not. But who cares? Labo ko.

If it does make me a GROUPIE, so what? Will it make me less of a person?

They don’t even know what it is to be a fan. And I truly love a silly piece of music or some band, so much that it hurts…

And I always remind myself… that I should never take it seriously. If I never take it seriously, I never get hurt, if I never get hurt, I always have fun. And if I ever get lonely, I just go to a freakin’ gig and I visit my friends. Hehe…

Hmmmm…

In short, the movie has a big impact in me. At least for now.

Well, I’m no Penny Lane.

I can only be… ME.

And as long as THIS band is makin’ music, I’ll be proud to say that I’m their groupie.

No pun intended.

And yeah, rockstars can be mainly about sex, drugs and a whole lot of issues, but let’s look at the bright side. The brighter side. As long as they do great music, they’re on a roll!

This case is closed.

p.s. PATHETIC post pa rin? Hahahaha!
and this is my opinion.
kung may angal ka, pakamatay ka na lang!
GAGOOOO!

pathetic part 2.

2005-05-11T13:46:00.000+08:00

j-hoon: hey Z thanks for dropping by last night. we ended around 3
zsho: hey, no problemo, it's cool to see you guys again.
too bad we didn't see the actual shoot. but we had fun.

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anyway, i had an interesting chat with my friend nicole!!! hahaha! this girl is so cute!

nicole_hoons : hoy! illegal na yan
zsho: hahaha
zsho: why naman?
nicole_hoons : anyway, a girl below 18 is not allowed to date a man above 21
nicole_hoons : it's in the law!
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: ikaw talaga
zsho: hahahahahaha
zsho: natatawa ako sayo

nicole, that's ok. you'll be ok! can't wait to hear that song!

PATHETIC... word for the day.

2005-05-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

---> hay naku! pathetic shot! hahaha!

KJWAN was scheduled for a shoot yesterday for their Ragna song. i've been hearing a lot about this before but i never really thought about going. ewan. SAGING even texted me for a couple of times, askin' if i will come, but decided not to. but yesterday morning, while chatting with paolo, he asked me if i want to go. i asked him kung saan. then we he told me that it will be somewhere in alabang, HALA! pupunta na ko! alabang is less than an hour ride from my place, so it'll not be that bad.

so i tagged BUSIE along and decided to meet up with pao at around 6. and paolo, as the EVER-SO-ON-TIME dude that he is was already at festi at 5 'friggin' 20! i was panicked na naman, kasi i was stillo on my way and this is my 2nd time to be LATE! (first was at redbox!) so, PAO, if you're reading this, i'm not usually LATE, it's just that you're an early bird! haha! sorry sweetie!

anyway, after searching for a CHEAP taxi, (tang ina maningil yung mga taxi sa alabang! promise!) we finally headed na to LOTUS where the shoot will take place. we got there EXTRA EARLY! well, joel told pao that it will start at 5. pero san na sila? shiet! LATE!

---> this is the house/warehouse where the KJWAN boys will shoot the video.

while waiting for the boys to arrive, we decided to camwhore for a while! hahaha.

BUSIE, me and PAO at the sidewalks of LOTUS! PATHETIC!!! hahaha!

and after a few more chats, their entourage arrived! haha! cute! sunod sunod yung mga kotse nila! kuya marc was on a white car, followed by a white van where i think kuya joel, jun and jor were riding. then kuya kel's adventure and followed by boogie's car.

when we saw kuya joel got out of the van, he spotted us agad and approached us. shiet! kuya joel is sooo pogeeee! haha. maybe kasi he shaved! thank God! haha! sayang wala ako picture. basta gwapo ni kuya joel!

then, isa isa na silang bumaba sa mga sasakyan.

boogs saw us and smiled. ang gwapo pala talaga ni boogie! hahaha. i always remind myself. funny! kasi out of all the boys lagi ko naiisip na kuya boogie is the most boring. pero everytime i see him, naku! ang pogi!

then kuya kel greeted us, pagbaba pa lang ng auto nya.

the jun approached and greeted us, and gave me the usual peck on the cheek. funny, i didn't hesitate this time! haha. i even gave him a nice pat on the back.

tapos, kel and jor approached us na rin. i'm so happy to see those guys again. it has been a while. we were even making them loko. we're all "uy, what are you guys doin' here? coincidence naman! we're visiting our friend TOTO." haha! we had a good laugh after. PATHETIC no? hahahaha.

anyway, the boys invited us in na rin. they were about to eat na rin and we're a little bored, so we went to the store near the house. we made chika with the tambays! hahaha!

ale: kasama ba kayo dyan?
pao: ah, opo.
ale: pwede ba kami manood?
z: ah, di lang po namin alam. kasi private thing po kasi yan. baka naman po pwede sumilip.
ale: ah ganun ba? kung hindi, aakyat na lang siguro kami dyan sa puno ng aratiles.
all: hahaha. sige po.
ale: nandyan na ba sila?
pao: ah, opo. kumakain lang.
z: kilala nyo po ba yung KJWAN? si marc abaya po?
ale: *nods*
z: talaga po? kilala nyo si marc abaya?
ale: *iling*
(labo ng aleng 'to!)
isang babae: wala ba si mark herras?
all: hahahaha. wala po.
(PATHETIC!)

then after a while, kuya joel joined us, tellin' us to eat with them! hahaha! the ever sweet MOJOE! and we just chatted...

then kuya joel told us about the MTV's interview with KJWAN on the 18th that will be held at redbox! aiii! hahaha! memories! anyway, he invited us to invade after the interview. he'll work somethin' out daw to crash the place after! aiii! ang bait mo kuya joel! bakit ka ba ganyan?

z: hay naku! invite invite ka, di kanaman kumakanta.
joel: eh pano ba naman, di talaga ko kumakanta.
z: di rin.

hahaha! JOEL!!! pakurot! wahahaha! lola's boy!

anyway, we went in na rin after.

hay naku! ano na ba nangyari? nagkulit lang kami nila pao, then picture picture.

abala ang lahat sa pag aayos! JORRR!

and the KJWAN boys, hay naku! nasarapan sa pagjajamming! GALING! ever! kasi the models were late they have to make themselves busy muna. kaya yun. JAM sessions. i enjoyed it when they played TWILIGHT! pakshet!!! ang galing talaga!

and guys, ito ang mga kahindik hindik na nadiscover ko!

---> kuya mak on the drums! aiii!

boogs' turn! <---

shiet!!! talented boys! super galing din mag drums ni boogie at mak! aiii!

---> jamming na ito!

"... the virtuous, so cold..." <---

---> busie and me with the MUK-AP artists! hahaha!

"gusto namin kita sila jor!" hahaha! <---

---> hala! sumingit yung KJWAN! aiii!

hahaha! mga loko!

ako rin! hahaha!

hay naku, past 8 na, nag jajam pa rin sila! haha! saya naman. pero kakadating lang ng models. they still need to do their make up. TAE! mukhang la na pag asa ma witness ang totoong shoot ah! our mom's calling us na rin! PATAY!

at around 9:35, we decided to head home na rin. pakshet, PATHETIC! namiss namin yung actual shoot! paimportante naman kasi yung mga Ragna characters! pero we had fun naman. SUPER! kahit PATHETIC kami! hahaha!

we bid them goodbye na rin. i told kel na we're leaving na. he waved at us.

then before leaving, jun asked us why we're leaving na. sabi ko, "my mom will kill us na!" haha. then he introduced me to his new girlfriend! aiii! ALEX. she's really nice. :)

then, uwi na rin kami.

hay! exhausting, pero fun! PATHETIC, pero memorable.

even if we missed the actual shoot. well, at least that'll still give me excitement! hahaha! kumbaga, pampagana. kaya ngayon i'm more excited than ever to see the video.

hay.

i'm gonna miss their RT gig. shiet! good thing i saw them yesterday. haha!

for now, i'm outtahere...

later.

meteor fever.

2005-05-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

---> who the hell will not recognize these guys? probably living under a rock.

oh, ok. before you say JOLOGS, and ask why the hell am i posting F4 on my blog, well, zip it or i'll break your hip! haha! kiddin'.

well, it's just that ABS CBN brought the fever back. YESSS! tang ina!

i can't describe the feeling. alam mo yun, bringing back the memories. hahaha! pooota! it's been what? exactly 2 years since they first aired the chinovela who started it all. wahahaha! and call me a loser, but i got really hooked with it! i never let a day pass without watching it. haaaay, and kanina while i was watching it with my sisters, i can't help reminiscing! hahaha! nung mga panahong hook na hook ako sa meteor garden, man! and i can't believe i still know the lyrics to the songs! aiii!!!

ok, so these guys started my penchant for chinese songs. hahaha. got totally into jay chou and lee hom. hahaha! talkin' bout influence.

just can't believe they brought it back! hahahaha!

call me LOSER, but i think i'm gonna spend the rest of my vacation watching it all over again.

can't help it! hahahaha!

WO JUE BU NENG SHI QI NI!!!

hahahahaha!

whatever.

homerun.

2005-05-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

i've always been fascinated with indie films! i've been through the whole process of making one in my RTV class so, i know how hard to produce a simple short flick.

anyway, last night as i was browsing through the channels, me and joie chance upon the movie HOMERUN. i've been hearing a lot of good reviews about this movie from mark at least, hahahaha, so i decided to watch it.

i fell in love with the characters, especially the kids.

the story is actually the sibling's dillema on how to go to school with only a pair of shoes to use. but the story is beyond that. it's more of how to face the problems that you will encounter in life.

oh well, here's a short synopsis:

Ah Kun, Xiao Hei and their gang are close soccer buddies from the same kampung. In an effort to have a chance to represent their kampung in a "National Youth Soccer Match", they seek alliance with a rich kid called Beng Soon and his soccer team. This will enable Ah Kun's team to productively share training resources with Beng Soon's team. However, both teams soon have irreconcilable differences in both strategies and tactics and are forced to go their separate ways.
One day, Ah Kun visits a grocery store to pick up grocery for the family meal, only to lose his sister's shoes-a disaster since his parents are eking out a meagre existence and can't afford to replace them. The siblings realize that revealing the loss would upset their financially strapped parents, so they decided to keep the loss a secret and leaving Ah Kun the burden of solving the problem.

Ah Kun now has two tricky problems on hand:1) getting a pair of shoes for himself;2) finding back his sister's shoes.
Alas, no matter how hard Ah Kun tries, he still couldn't find his sister's shoes. The two siblings have to share Ah Kun's old shoes since they attend school in separate shifts and could exchange when the sister returns from her morning shift. But this results in Ah Kun being late for school every morning.

The fact that Beng Soon's team has better training resources does not dampen Ah Kun's and Xiao Hei's morale. Both of them are determined to put in their very best and maximize their meagre resources in their own ways.
Meanwhile, an anxious Ah Kun searches for ways to get his little sister a new pair of shoes. He then chanced upon a national running race in which the third prize includes a free pair of shoes. He decides to join the race in order to win the pair of shoes for his sister.

This race draws an unprecedented crowd of strong runners, including Beng Soon and his gang. As Ah Kun gets ready for the most crucial race of his life, he has no idea that his sister is too facing the greatest trial of her life…
In essence, Homerun serves as a heart-warming meditation about familial and sibling love. It is a story of how love has the power to illuminate any stages of one's life and to warm any corner of the world.
The story also presents a fact…that is neither a victory nor a defeat represents the end result…but rather the beginning of another race…therefore…Run…Children…never stop until you hit a homerun!

i'm sure you'll fall in love with these kids.

shawn lee chuang rui as ah kun and megan zheng zhi yun as the sister. hahaha!

joshua ang as beng soon. CUTEEEE!

this is a feel good movie. i just love it! hope to see more of these movies. AYOS!

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-->- uy, bakit?
i'm here for you, man.

happy... sad...

2005-05-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

---> i miss these boyzzz!

i am currently addicted to the DESTINY song by ZERO 7. after hearing it in the movie BLUE CRUSH, wala na! na addict na ko!!!

anyway, i feel happy this past week, but i also feel sad. LABO!

HAPPY:

well, last friday, i bought myself a pair of LAZER sticks. neat. di ko alam kung san ko gagamitin. well, i'll make zach sign it, next time i go to NU. i promise i will not chicken out!

---> these 5 queers make me happy! ALL THE TIME!

i saw last saturday when he guested in a talk show!!! aiii! cute!

i talked to 'til 4 in the morning! he's such a fun guy!!! NEW FRIEND MONTY! i asked him the same question i asked JOREL! hahaha! and he said, JOREL is cuter daw! hahaha!

well, even if i'm happy the past few days, i'm also friggin' sad. but this one tops it all!

NATALO si kagabi! TAE! di makatarungan! wahahaha! JOLOGS KO! eh paki mo! pakyu! crush ko yan eh! si AGATOM pa lang sya ng SINESKWELA, type ko na yan! PAK DAT SHYET!

and i'm senti the past few days. aiii!!!

---> my energy song!!! hahahaha!

"... and you'll feel so lost... everytime you're lookin' for me i'll be gone... "

if only i can tell him that! hahaha!

ay, before i forgot, i'm happy rin kasi i made a LOT of new friends!!!
i wanna give a shout out to my new buddies...

NAJ, SOLO, CHEDDAR and LARA! aiiii!
see you at the gigs guys!

later.

GOTTI-licious!

2005-05-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

i'm addicted to these 3 cute GOTTI's!!! but i looooove JOHN!!!

aiiii!!!

i took a quiz and see what i got?

smooooth!!! hahahahaha!

JOHN GOTTI!!! marry me!!!

frankie, john and carmine!!!

CUUUUTEEEE!!!

BORING DAY!

2005-05-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

another boring day!

i'm gonna play SIMS later. our SIM's name is COY. can you believe he's a BOOT POLISHER? what a LOSER! hahaha! but we make him pogi and we make him kiss all the girls. hahaha. talkin' bout a LAZY, LUSTY but POGI piece of SIM! hahahahaha!

anyway, had a little chat with JORJOR:

zsho: JOREEEEL!
JOR: hoay
JOR: im about to leave
JOR: the sponge cola boys are picking me up
JOR: jahahahahah
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: uy, bonding?
zsho: sige
zsho: ingat
zsho: hi mo ko kay YAEL.
zsho: hahahaha
JOR: HAHAHA okay
zsho: jokelang.
zsho: ayoko kay yael
zsho: sige
zsho: ingat
JOR: HAHAHAHAHAHHA
JOR: ANG SAMA
JOR: THEYRE NICE KAYA!!!
zsho: alam ko
zsho: basta wala lang..
zsho: hahaha
JOR: ang sama mo!
JOR: hhahahaah
zsho: wait, before you go, i wanna ask something
JOR: go
JOR: ask!
zsho: who do you think is cuter you or monty?
JOR: i think im cuter because im jorel and the first thing ill do is to vouch for myslef
JOR: HAHAHAHA
zsho: hahaha
zsho: i agree!
JOR: thats my reason
zsho: pero ang cute ni monty pag naka shorts
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: pero MAS CUTE KA PA RIN!!!!
JOR: hahahaha

hahha. don't get me wrong, i like the sponge boys it's just that... they're too much in the mainstream and... YAEL... haaaaay... YAEL.

basta.

anyway, i gotta get goin.

later.

BEACH, bitch.

2005-05-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

just got home from the beach.

soooper doooper fun!

aiiii!

i'm too lazy to make kwento, but...

BUT.

i'll share these.

i hope you enjoy surfin'. the way we enjoyed the trip!

FUN!!!

oooof. still a little upset for missin' the SLAM.

pero ok na rin.

i miss a LOT of people!!!

NOOOOOOOO!

and this blog sucks! i'm havin' problems with this and i'm planning to getting rid of it for a while.

BUT. i'm still thinkin' twice.

sayang eh.

oh well...

see you soon peeps.

later.

stop.

2005-04-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

didn't i tell you to stop?

i'm getting along my life so well for the past days, and now, you're back!

and now, that only means one thing... shiet!

i can't be NOT over you!

I LOOOVE YOU, biatch!

anyway, i so so so envy KUYA KEL. for the past few days, he was just beach hopping and country-hopping!!! hahaha. i miss them na!!! and shit, i'm gonna miss the SLAM!

wey_zsho: hi kuya kel!
kelley_dl: hello :)
wey_zsho: are you already here in manila?
kelley_dl: not yet im still here in thailand'
kelley_dl: hehe
kelley_dl: il be back tom
wey_zsho: awww...
wey_zsho: alright, enjoy the rest of your stay there!
wey_zsho: ingat
kelley_dl: hehe thanks ingat rin

if only.

JHOON save me man!

aiiii!

coffee break...

2005-04-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

i just have to chill out for a while. boredom's killin' me!

we decided to head out to my cousin's place to hang out for a while. it's drizzlin' outside, so what's better than a hot cup of steamin' coffee? aiiii!!!

not everyone's aware that i make the best tasting coffee... at least in the family. haha.

don't you just love it? especially while watching blind date! haha. we love that!

yay! coffee is better with pica's! haha! and candies! *sweet*

had so much fun!!!

though i missed the yosi break.

i can do that later. haha.

oh and, one more thing...

FUNK YOU, NOAH!

just so you know.

fill me in.

2005-04-26T13:42:00.000+08:00

---> i can't wait. but shiet, it was raining lately. hope it will not pour on saturday!

i still feel shitty. but i'm getting used to it! YEY!

i have a new fantasy mannnn... aiii!

JONATHAN RYHS MEYERS... cute!
he played ELVIS PRIESTLEY on a mini series.

awwwwwwww!

i love you! haha.

yaiks! i feel nauseous. i think i'm gonna be sick.

i need COFFEE!!!

yosi break in a minute...

later.

i want you out.

2005-04-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

this is the last draw.

i've had enough.

i'm so scared that this day will come.

but this must come to an end.

and i know, whatever or wherever i may be...

there will always be a part of me missin'.

YOU.

i'm so fucked up, head over heels in love with you.

but you're way out of my league.

way too out...

and this is what i always want to tell you.

i'll forever treasure you.

FOREVER.

but now, it's time to move on.

time to go back and face reality.

without you for a while.

bye for now.

be safe.

FASHYOWN!

2005-04-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

---> how i look in the mornings! TAE!

just had an awesome day with masaya, busie and acee today!

we went to NU to catch ACEEE's 5 pm shift! ai!

first met up at TOWER in glorietta. then off to JOLLIBEE! hahaha! hunger attacks!

then at exactly 3:30, we're on our way to ortigas na.

we got there at around 4:00. zach's on the booth with dylan. MOYG is in so, we decided to wait up first outside. zach went out for a yosi break. he's on the other corner. then BIBOY of QUESO, DYLAN's boyf drove by, hinatid ata si dylan. zach chatted with him for a while, then biboy drove off na rin. tapos zach talked to acee for a bit about IAN, then decided to go back inside na. and we're all, "tae, papirma na natin yung cd ng IMAGO." but we all chickened out! tanga! especially masaya who was starstruck! hahaha! (crush nya kasi si zach!) pero ako? nachicken out? eh, this is my 3rd time to see zach. mukhang kilala na nga nya ako eh! tapos, natakot ako? that is not so me! TANGA! "later na. pag ready na ko."

but the next thing we knew...

ZACH: (to aceee) baby, alis na ko. bye.
ACEEE: ok, bye.

and there he flew off. without a trace! hahaha! tanga ko! so, in short, our cd's are still "UN-AUTOGRAPHED!" shiet!

we went in na rin after a while. aceee needs to write her playlist na kasi.

SUMMER SHEBANG nga pala ngayon sa ISLAND COVE! tae! KAPATID's performing! missed it na naman! anyway, we just discovered that bands are supposed to be picked up at the station by the bus. kaya pala nandun yung MOYG. haha. all of us are all giddy! we looked at the sched. tae! 8 pa yung RADIO ACTIVE SAGO susunduin. di namin maaabutan!

DYLAN was still on air and was reading her spiel, when i heard her...

DYLAN: MOYG is in the house. MOYG... MOYG... (calling MOYG)

so i turned around at the booth, and she was lookin at us. i was a bit confused.

DYLAN: are you guys MOYG?

and i was like "ahhhh.. no! haha!" and acee said, "no, they're my friends! hahaha"

that was fun! haha.

when DYLAN went out for a yosi break, she told us, "ah, your aimee's friends pala. you look like a band kasi eh!"

aiiii! whut?

and the weirdest is when the production guy, who's supposed to fetch the bands from the station arrived and approached us. and for the 2nd time that afternoon... "are you one of the bands?"
and we're all "huh? no."

aiiii! i need to be in a band! i want to have a band. a serious band. this is a calling! hahaha!

anyway, although aceee's shift was more of the live air of the SHEBANG, i still think she did a great job! i'm soooo uber proud of ACEEEE! i lab yu gurl!

stills:

at NU.

hahaha! this is fun!

aceee at the booth:

hala! saging ikaw ba yan? hahahaha!

DYLAN is sooo hot! i love the her new dreads! and the tattooes... shiet!

after NU, we decided to go back to makati for a while. but the fun part was the MRT ride!

we can't help saying "FASHYOWN!" thanks DIEGO! hahaha!

we went to SM to meet up with ACEEE's 'rents! and we discovered this cool reggae band playin'. they're cool!

the REGGAE MISTRESS. aiiii! i like MIKE (the second guy) he's a cutie! hahaha.

they'll be playin' tomorrow at cafe havana! oooooh.

after a while we bid aceee goodbye na rin. but busie, masaya and i decided to go to greenbelt muna. GUTOM NA NAMAN SI BUSIE! hahahaha!

we saw LUKE and ALEXI! hahaha! uyyyy... nagdate! but the weird thing is we also spotted RICH at glorietta earlier. nagkita kaya sila? hmmmmm...

after eating, uwi na rin. the folks are calling already! hay naku!

pero...

haha! walang patawad! sa bridge yan ha! we don't care! FASHYOWN!
and the straws... RASTAFARIAN colors, mannnnnn! hahaha!

busie treated me a cool, refreshing tall glass of green tea! SARAP! haha.

uwi na! sobra na ang saya!

later...

gig.

2005-04-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

just got home form a gig at alabang!

aiiii!!!

it's good to see bands in action!

HALE, SANDWICH and SUGARFREE rocked alabang for the FULL VOLUME TOUR!

hail HALE! aiii! these guys are the cutest!

but man, i love SHELDON!!! aiiiii!

SANDWICH in full action! diego is the cutest FASHYOWN! hahahaha!

me, raims and busie... me and ate myrene...

me and champ! awwwww... he's the sweetest!

EBE sa isang tabi! hahaha. *kulit!*

we saw a lot of other people in the crowd tonight. gracie and denise are there. probably for PULP. the other members of CIUDAD are there. mark escueta also showed up. and a lot more cool people! haha! it was all fun fun fun!

more stills!

busie with champ and ate myrene...

busie with raims... abby and ate myrene...

this one is a keeper! hahahaha!!! BUSIE hates SHELDON sooooo much!!! but they look good together! aiiii!

ONE HELLUVA PARTY! yay!

off to NU tomorrow to catch ACEEE's 5 pm shift! see yah there!

later...

big time daddies...

2005-04-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

just had a so-so day.

i had a little chat with my new friend RAYE. she was askin' me if how much do i think will KJWAN charge per set. kasi she's thinkin' of having them on her debut. so, i texted KUYA JOEL and asked him. this is what he replied...

" hi! i usualy charge 80K. But 50K na lang for you."

huwaaaaat? 80 "friggin" gran for 1 1/2 hours? he told me it's 10-12 songs naman daw, and he can have gracie (brutalgrace) to take the pics for the party. hmmmm... not bad. and he gave a discount! 50 thou is not bad right? right?

tangina! ang mahal na ng KJWAN!

pero in a way, it made me happy.

imagine, we got half of the band (Jun, kel and joel) to sing for us last wednesday. and it only cost us P3K! got to sing a duet pa! NOT BAD! hahaha!

this is just one of the reasons why i love hangin out with these guys! haha. they give us BIIIIG discounts! aiiiii! and they're like family!

wow! these guys are BIG TIME DADDIES! hahaha!

anyway, i just learned kanina na i'm gonna miss SLAM! shiet!
we're goin' to batangas on the 30th.

hay.

it better be good. i'm gonna miss the friggin' SLAM for it.
pwede na rin. unwind for a while. BEACH at last!

at last.

just talked to SAGING. tigas ng ulo! miss ko na yung lokong yun!

shiet.

at last, MAKMAK is my friendster na. it's about time, ABAYAboy! haha!

gotta split...

ni bu zai...

2005-04-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

---> this is me in my fantasy. haha.

today is an awfully good day! haha. i'm tryin' to have a nice and happy life. thank you!

pretty much STILL thinkin' of HIM, but i'm glad i'm starting to get used to it already.

KUYA JOEL... he made my day, once again!

sir joel : :D
zsho: hi kuya joel!
sir joel : hahai!
zsho: what's up?
sir joel : wala eto papansin lng...
sir joel :
zsho: di ka ata busy!
sir joel : nag email lng ako sa mga client natin...
sir joel : kunyri minsan
zsho: awwwww...
zsho: clients!
zsho: it means... MONEY
zsho: hahaha
zsho: again!
zsho: yaman mo na!
sir joel : client lng
sir joel : isa lng kaya konti datung..
sir joel : hahahaha
zsho: hahaha!
sir joel : kaw dami ka na datung?
zsho: there'll be more i'm sure..
zsho: ako?
zsho: wala nga akong datung eh
zsho: that's why i'm stuck here in the house
sir joel : hahaha ako din dito ako paranaque
sir joel : ngayun...
sir joel : makikikain dito salola ko...
zsho: haha
zsho: wow!
zsho: lola's boy si kuya joel!
sir joel : hindi naman...
sir joel : mahal ko si lola kow...
zsho: sweet!
sir joel : ewan ko lng kung mahal pa ako kasi d na ako binibigyan pera...
zsho: hahahahaha!
sir joel : d gaya nung bata pa ako...
zsho: kuya joel!zsho: ilang taon ka na ba?
zsho: dapat nga ikaw na nagbibigay kay lola
sir joel : 26 na atow!
sir joel : wala pa ako mabigay eh...
sir joel : wa pa pera
sir joel : yosi lng kaya ko bigay...
zsho: sus!
zsho: haha
zsho: yosi for lola
zsho: cool.
sir joel : oo jamming kami sa yosi...
sir joel : hahahaha
zsho: loko ka!
zsho: haha
sir joel : nakow pag d mo pinigyan yosi tatakas ng bahay
sir joel : don bibili ng yosi,,,
sir joel : kaysa sa tumakas 2 na lng kami..
zsho: ayos!
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: baliw ka talaga!
sir joel : nakakatakot kasi dati nadapa lola ko...
sir joel : pumunta tindahan...
sir joel : pag binigyan mo nmn pera nakow may pambili nmn sya...
zsho: hahahaha
zsho: so, yosi pala is a good pasalubong for lola!
zsho: cool!
sir joel : hahaha
sir joel : oo pero 1 stick a day lng...
sir joel : hehehehe
zsho: tama!
sir joel : uy alis na ako...
sir joel : kakain na..
zsho: awww.
zsho: ok..
sir joel : tapos uwi na ako...
zsho: cge..
zsho: ingat.
sir joel : uwi na ako sa qc...
sir joel : chige salamat ha...
zsho: oks
sir joel : vavay!
zsho: bye!
sir joel : :D

this guy is the sweetest!

nothin' much is happenin' on my life right now.

me and my cousins are gonna have a slumber party later.

that'll be fun! videoke all night!

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i still adores RAP. aiii!

rap minus the 'fro. still looks HOT!

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hey, NOAH, if you're readin' this...

wo bu ge yi bu kan ni de yen zhing...

aiii!